i've been humpin spencer all summer, and it totally makes me feel like an ass because i got back from alaska and i found out he's been trying to get back with heather all summer. talk about a load of bullshit. and the day i got back from alaska, xavi was trying to get back with me and like 5 days after i bitched spencer out, here i am back with ( Read more... )

the time says 56. thats it, 24 hour time that is. and i'm also in alaska. i'm pretty pissed at myself for being an idiot. have you ever thought you liked someone, and then you thought about it (or in hindsight) you realize you don't? well i wish i could just find someone who i really care about. someone i don't have to force myself to be ( Read more... )

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i'm not thinking about anything but today, this moment. and i think he feels the same ( Read more... )

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la la la ti da. so....i figured it out yesterday. its been about two months since xavi and i got together, and we were only together for a month. sometimes i wonder if there really was something wrong with me, but then i stop and just tell myself he's a coked out schmuck. well, supposedly, he cut the booger sugar out of his diet. supposedly ( Read more... )

man. life is weird. i'm just gonna let everything go to shit around me and see it as being ok. cause supposedly spencer and heather broke up, xavi and i broke up, brittney's mad, heather's mad, i'm mad... soo....
have we learned nothing?
we get drunk!

and maybe a little somethin somethin from little boy blue.

until next time-

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i haven't been on here in forever.  i am in the midst of lovely 2nd grade drama.  erm, in the the midst of trying to find lovely friends who aren't second graders.  hard though.  I've just been hanging out binging on weed and cigarettes.  and looking for a potential honey.  I'm looking for dark hair, a mature yet lively, ok a dork, and he's gotta ( Read more... )

pretty chill man. brittney fucked up her arm like a dumb ass and now she's got her truck back but only one arm. Schools pretty gay cause its like all i have to just go there, but then i have to keep grades up god dammit. and i have an ultra f in algebra. i need to just start doing homework man. but now i'm in weight trainging and i'm all un ( Read more... )