( only the two of us )

rip down the green walls
evaporate and blend in
pain like tsunami

last night was so fuckin insane.  we were at brittney's grampa's (the rich one) for her cousins graduation partay!  all her cousin's friends were there and we just kept puttin down more and more beer and smokin more smoke.  we played drinking games and danced and rapped and made sexual conversation with the hot foxes.  and dude, this guy chris, he' ( Read more... )

i'm not doing too good. it seems, everyone is fucking hating me. but i think its just because if they hate me, they do not have to care about my well being. and i swear, i am so ready to let hana have a piece of my mind. she thinks she's some kinda goddess since she got pregnant. and now she's all holy like, she thinks she has everything ( Read more... )

right now, i'm doing pretty fuckin ok. i'm happy. i don't know why, i don't feel overly happy, i'm peaceful. yesterday, kenny asked me to sing time of your life while he played it for the class, and so i did. and then today he came up to me and said, "You're gonna be in a band with me so you have to practice with me today." fine with me! he's ( Read more... )

i got realy fucked up last night. i was really drunk. i drank more than enough beer and i smoked my brains out. i like it this way. and i love the weather. i don't know why i'm not OK all the time. i should be. i love smoking pot. the past week i've been getting so stoned. its wonderful. i see shit, and i feel like i'm doing some whacked ( Read more... )

i swear, i'm just better off dead. everyone's problems are bigger than my insignificant troubles. even when its the "little things", they build up and it gets to be too much. i'm tired. i'm tired of no one seeing it. i have 3 fs. i don't think i've ever gotten an f. and i couldn't care less. i feel so fucking alone. i feel like its only in ( Read more... )

this weekend was long. brittneyand i went a billion different places this weekend, i swear. but i hate periods, i can handle the bleeding but fuck the cramps ( Read more... )

for halloweeen i want to be a fairy thing. like this green dress, make it into a skirt with lots of poofy mesh and a longsleeved black shirt., black tightsand my converse and wings! but justcoat hanger an pantyhose type wings. i'm so high right now and i'm just way fucked up ( Read more... )

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birthday

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