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ok. crisis. a while i figured out, that if you never "like" anyone, you don't get hurt. well, what did i do, i decided i "like" someone, they seem to "like" back, and...then he asks this girl out, she says no. come to find out, girl has boyfriend. this boy i like is hurt. i feel like he likes me, again. girl asks him out this time. gay shit ( Read more... )

In the tavern of my heart ( Read more... )

my skins peeling/i'm leaving you now/maybe i'll come back some day/i'm here and you don't care/i'm screaming out loud/but no one knows i'm here/no cry of joy/no silent prayer/could keep me standing here/being exposed/layer by layer/peel me down/try and get inside/hold your breath/this is where my decaying guts hide ( Read more... )

last night was tyler's birthday, spencer's brother, and we were all drinking southern comfort and 40s. there were like a few people there, and after josh's ugly girlfriend left i was the only girl there, and i kissed everyone of them. we were all trashed. i'm probably carrying a disease, and they were all flirting with me. i ended up staying ( Read more... )

i know that i always say that i'm having a shitty day, but this is a record. last night i ate more than enough shrooms and it was fucking fun, all that happiness. i was looking in the mirror and my eyes turned into these little brown fishes, they started turning in circles and then they swam off my face, then i turned my mirror around. i was ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. i drank the weekend away, hail mickey's 40s. so many, and so many trips to the bathroom. but i haven't broken any pipes or bowls lately. but i was literally monkeying around when i was drunk, hanging upside down on the rope swing, and i scraped my head on the ground, it was stupid, but fun. and i've been hanging out with Sam ( Read more... )

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i've been drinking a lot lately. but god, i love it. friday night i drank some beer at my house and then went to spencer's and then we all went to sam's house. we bought a fuckload of 40's and we drank and drank and drank. we were all fuckin drunk and stoned and some people are doing other drugs but... it was -for the most part- fun. we were ( Read more... )

i'm taking this electric guitar class, and it's the best fucking class i've ever taken. we learn all kinds of shit, but important stuff. and my teacher is fuckin bad ass, this little dorky lookin guy, but he's cool as fuck. he taught us how to listen, and he teaches us why to like music. its not so much a guitar class as it is a music class and ( Read more... )