the only reason i keep moving forward is because i tell myself that its not always going to be this way, that im not always going to feel this alone or misunderstood ( Read more... )

the bluegrass ballet is finished. its going to be beautiful ( Read more... )

other then the incompetence of stage management, the show went very well.
vincent oneill shook my hand, said i was a pro and then hugged me.
greg said, 'when you come on stage, things change.'
saul came. jerry came.

i am so grateful for my gifts.
all i ever want to do is create beautiful things and give.

the other day, i drank a half gallon of milk.

the trial is coming along. we open in a week. ive always had high standards for myself, but ive never wanted to do well so much before. i hope people like titorelli.

vincent oneill has now abducted two of my coffees, thinking they were his and consumed them. i love it.

this happened yesterday ( Read more... )

i broke a mug today. i am not happy ( Read more... )

i bought a drum!

If I do not want what you want, please try not to tell me that my want is wrong ( Read more... )

i wish this wasnt happening.
i wish many things were different.

its not my choice anymore.
i miss my best friend.