i hate you, and i can't wait to move. 6 months and counting.

i don't know i'm still weird.

staying dissapointed, so i dont have to be let down. its weird. when you expect bad things to happen, it doesn't matter as much.

heres to going broke, and being depressed!
<3

Today is just not my day.

Making come true our modest impossible dreams ( Read more... )

I'm on tour in nj. Going to Brooklyn. I don't think I've ever been more depressed on tour. It kinda sucks to keep having your sanity tested. And to realize ( Read more... )

my lungs hurt. thanks bomb the music industry.

my life is a mess.
the end.

How lonely can you get
When you don’t have any friends
I’m never gonna be the life of the party
This depression sinking in
Either you party or you party
And I sneak quietly to the corner
And I freak out
Cause I realize things are never gonna change
All my friends try to calm me down
I won’t have it
I’m never gonna be the life of the party

We've hit a reef, and I feel like its going down. What are we doing wrong?

Tonight we played in Baltimore Maryland. Honestly it was one of my top 5 shows we've ever played. Tonight was what punk rock shows are about. Tiny basements, full of sweaty bodies, dancing, and heckling. It was amazing. Then the ergs played, and it ruled, but their songs are so sad. It kind of made me stop enjoing the show. But it was still ( Read more... )

I'm in the back of the van, while John wheeler and Jeff are driving and riding shot gun.we are listening to music that reminds me of being in a restaurant or the opening credits of a film. I do not approve ( Read more... )