meh..what the fuck am i doing...

-he's super fucking smart and does good in school, goes to classes, honors, etc ( Read more... )

bummed over a dude. someone shoot me.

feels good to be back in richmond. not much to do though cuz it seems like everyone is still back home. but ive been hanging out with joe for the past few days i've been back which is really weird and random and outta the blue. totally harmless i think. told him to quit smoking and quit stealing shit haha. but got my smiley pierced today! didnt ( Read more... )

i feel like i've become everything i hate. i'm such a bitch i hate myself. everything i criticize people for, i am myself. it's like i'm subconsciously trying to fix my imperfections by pointing them out in other people.
i need new surroundings, i want to be a nomad.

i guess everyone else has been too busy for livejournal too lately ( Read more... )

i move into the new place in richmond in less than a week!

lonely now

the squirrels in richmond are huge and they scare the shit out of me.

i don't know how he can still bring me to tears over something so stupid. i just fuck up at everything. and i try to be tough, but i can never be tough with him because he just mocks me. and i'm really just a big baby. and i tell myself i'm better off alone but i'm so weak. and i don't want to be single to fuck around. everyone that has been around ( Read more... )