If you could have one wish in all the world what would it be? Would you wish for the cure to cancer or AIDS? What about world peace? Bush's death? Stop world hunger? Who would waste this once in a life time opportunity to have everything they've ever wanted handed to them? Most people when asked what they want most in the entire world will give an ( Read more... )

I miss my life. I miss my best friend. But my smile still stays on.

I write everything down on paper now. I have conversations with lines on a page. This note book is my new best friend because I can't talk to my old one. It hears everything I have to say and everything I think because no one else will listen. Because it will not get mad and it will not judge. It doesnt think I'm crazy. It just thinks I'm me. And I ( Read more... )

THERE IS EVERYONE FUCKING HAPPY?! IS EVERYONE TICKLED PINK WITH THEMSELVES?! ARE YOU ALL JUST GLOATING FOR THE FACT THAT YOU CAN ALL SAY "I TOLD YOU SO"?! OR BE HAPPY WITH YOURSELVES THAT YOU WERE RIGHT?! TO EVERYONE THAT I SAID WE WOULD PROVE WRONG... YOU WERE FUCKING RIGHT!... ... ... ... you win

what the fuck can i say besides i'm hurt and wish things could be different

 Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

Ooh fuck this shit. At least I'm still fucking sexy. Haha. Well sexy with no one to appreciate it, but still...fucking sexy. Heck yeah!

So much for being happy. I guess I'm just not one of those people that have luck. Not one of those people where things sometimes go their way. I never win and I always lose. I rarely feel whole and I hurt all the time. Except I'm one of those few that would take the hurt to feel the whole, but now there's this empty spot where I used to sometimes ( Read more... )

Can someone please tell me why I am the happiest I have ever been but I still feel like I'm going to cry every night? Why I have no energy to do the things I want to do. Why I am so god damn tired all the time. Things are good. Okay well things are better than they have been. And all I can think about is "How long is this going to last?" When am I ( Read more... )

The constitution of our country says that all men are created equal, but it's a lie. I'll never be able to make a jump shot like Magic Johnson, or drive a car like Mario Andretti, or paint like Picasso. WE are not created equal in talent. But the place where we are least equal is the heart. You can work at a talent, take lessons, but love, love ( Read more... )