I hate driving. My mind wanders when I'm alone in a car. Wanders to things that I don't want to think about. Things I don't want to realize. I miss the days when I didn't know what I wanted. It was hard to ever feel disappointment when I didn't get something I didn't know I wanted. Nothing meant much of anything. Whatever I had just seemed to be ( Read more... )

1. What are you listening to right now?
H.I.M.

2. Pretend you've had 15 beers. Describe what you would be doing right now.?
Something really stupid im sure

3. What do you want?
For Jeffrey to get off work

4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
Jeffrey Michael Saaaaavola

5. Do you talk to yourself?
haha, yeah

6. Do you drink milk straight from the ( Read more... )

Do you remember the person you first kissed?
Haha... Bobby, on the cheek!

Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating?
Haha... a lot of people actually.

Ever kissed an ex after you broke up?
Psh.. since when does breaking up mean  you can't kiss? lol

Kissed someone with a gf or bf?
Not proud of it, but yeah

Ever kissed someone younger than you?
Yap and ( Read more... )

Annoyed. If I wasn't so damn lazy. I'd drive home.

I hate this feeling. I never want to feel it again. I want it to go away. I want to be whole again. I don't want to be broken. I don't know how it get over it. It still hurts so much. Everyday. I want to learn how to be okay. I never used to feel like this. Not until you. And I know you don't like it. And I try to hide it and pretend to be okay for ( Read more... )

Bite me asshole.
Fuck you.

Home = Love

I'm so content and happy it hurts.

1. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Whom would you blow up?
-- ROFL... geez, let us think! Who on earth would THAT be?

2. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence:
-- Die Los Lonely Boys DIE!

3. Whom would you really like to just punch in the face?
-- AGAIN... who the hell would I ( Read more... )

I want blood on my hands.

 And I'm stuck on the outside looking in...