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Halloween contest myv_kai
Pumpkin lanterns and orange leaves
Pairing(s): KaixMiyavi
Genre: fluff
Ratings: pg-13
Summary:
And as the last rays of the autumn sun hit the tops of the orange colored tree’s, pumpkin lanterns are lit everywhere. The candles giving the whole area a eerie, yet peaceful look.
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Kai summer challenge, hanashi_no_egao
A perfect summer afternoon
Theme: 1.1 Boredom
Pairing(s): Reita x Kai
Genre: fluff
Ratings: pg-13
Summary:
He groaned, noticing how only one minute had passed. One minute that had felt like hours. ‘Maybe I could call Reita...’ He mused, glancing at his phone. Maybe just talking to him would cheer him up and might even give him an idea of what to do.
Sandy promises
Theme: 1.2 Boat
Pairing(s): Aoi x Kai
Genre: fluff
Ratings: PG
Summary:
“If I’m rich, I’ll buy a really big boat and sail the seas!” A 7 year old Kai exclaims as he and the others are a day at the beach with their mothers.
Towel obsession
Theme: 1.3 Towel
Pairing(s): KaixMiyavi
Chapter: Oneshot
Genre: fluff
Ratings: PG-13
Summary:
Miyavi discovered all the things you can use a towel for.
Circle in the sand
Theme: 1.4 Dunes
Pairing(s): AoixKai
Genre: fluff
Ratings: PG-13
Summary:
Gazette has a short break and to escape their work environment they decided to take a short vacation to a private beach.
The things I remember
Theme: 1.5 Lost
Pairing(s): AoixKai
Genre: fluff
Ratings: PG-13
Summary:
Forgetting the way in a forest wasn't something planned on Kai's calendar. But it wasn't his fault he had to remember everything for everyone.
Sandy love
Theme: 1.6 Sand castle
Pairing(s): UruhaxKai
Genre: fluff
Ratings: PG-13
Summary:
In a country far far away from here was a land of sand.
Kites of love
Pairing(s): Aoix Kai
Genre: Fluff
Ratings: PG
Summary:
To me, Kites represent love. Unrealistic, high up in the sky, like something from a different planet.
Making memories
Theme: 1.8 Memories
Pairing(s): Aoi x Kai
Genre: fluff
Ratings: PG
Summary:
A last day before a break ends, spend in the best way a person could think of.
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Kai x Uruha(Gazzette), 4seasons_rabu
Our last goodbye
Theme: III.16 spirited away
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha
Genre: angst
Ratings:PG
Summary:
Dear Uruha, Reita, ruki and Aoi
When you will read this, I am already gone…
Forever at your side (A sequel to Our last goodbye)
Theme: III.08, wind chimes
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha
Genre: angst
Ratings:PG(?)
Summary:
It’s been 4 years since Kai disappeared.
3 years and 11 weeks since that day I found out that I hadn’t been dreaming. And that I actually knew what had happened with Kai.
I just want us to be happy
Theme: III.05 watch
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha
Genre: angst
Ratings: PG
Summary:
As long as you are happy, I am happy too.
I am happy when you are happy.
But sometimes…
…Sometimes you are happy, and I am obviously not.
Loveletters
Theme: III.15 secret admirer
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha
Genre: fluff
Ratings:PG
Summary:
He loved observing the drummer like this. To see the smile spread on Kai’s lips, lighting up his face, his eyes sparkle whenever he talked about something exciting. The way he absentmindly patted the small dog while talking to the other from his crouched position.
Not like a book
Theme: III.02 paperback novel
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha
Genre: Angst
Ratings:PG
Summary:
Unlike the books, my story didn’t held a happily ever after.
Pealing paint
Theme: III.11 pealing paint
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha
Genre: Angst
Ratings: PG
Summary:
Nothing lasts forever. Even untouchable things like memories or feelings, there will be a day it’ll all be forgotten
Now you can see me
Theme: III.07 Valence/drapes
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha(onesided)
Genre: Angst, deathfic, Rape, Murder
Ratings: R
Warnings: Character death, Rape, Murder
Summary:
The silence is almost unbearable, weighing heavy on my shoulders, making it even harder for me to breath as I walk up those last stairs. Grabbing the copy of his key to unlock the door. I know he’s asleep by now. Even though he always was a night person, he wasn’t one to go to bed late when needing to wake up early the next day. A smile fights its way to my lips. In a few hours, there won’t be a need for him to wake up early anymore. He won’t wake up at all.
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10 songs meme
Pairing(s): Uruha x Kai / Kai x Uruha
Genre: Fluff / angst(is different with each drabble)
Ratings: Overall PG-13, only for one R
Summary:
The 10 Songs Meme
1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Turn on your music player and put it on random/shuffle.
3. Write a drabble related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the drabble; you start when the song starts, and stop when it's over. No lingering afterwards!
4. Do ten of these, then post them
Chased away
Pairing(s): Aoi x Kai
Genre: action?
Ratings: PG -13
Summary:
There’s no escape to it. The moment you’d get caught would be the moment all would be over. A lost battle.
Dance with me
Pairing(s): Aoi x Kai
Genre: Fluff
Ratings: PG
Notes: This is for xxicedevilxx
Summary:
“Dance with me” Kai looked up at the other man, brows furrowing. Aoi knew very well he couldn’t dance. Not like Aoi, who did ballet when he was younger.
The warmth of hearts connected
Pairing(s): Uruha x Kai
Genre: Fluff.
Ratings: PG-13
Notes: This is for all the people out here, my friends, readers who comment, readers who don't comment(because I myself suck with commenting to) and everyone else. I hope you all have a Merry Christmas!
Summary:
I, lucky, never had to spend Christmas alone. I always had friends or family around to celebrate it. But even though, I couldn’t deny that this Christmas was, and still is, the best Christmas I’ve ever had.
Lead the way; precious time
Pairings: Aoi x Uruha
Genre: Fluff.
Rating: PG
Notes: Written for sofia_toguro
Summary:
Aoi has a surprise for Uruha.
I'm with you
Pairings: ReitaXKai
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: mentions of suicide
Summary:
I tried to search for words, tried to search for enough anger to push them apart, to just hit him hard. But I couldn’t. I loved him too much to be angry or mad at him. Too much to feel anything else than hurt, disappointed and broken trust. Ongoing series
What is love?
Pairings: UruhaXKai
Genre: Fluff
Rating: PG
Summary:
Love is something weird.
But what exactly IS love?
Cubicle
Pairing: ReitaXKai
Genre: Sex
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Reita + Kai + weird cubicle = smex in a public place with their friends standing outside unnoticed.
Friends
Pairings: Implied Kai(Gazette) x Jun(Pierrot)
Genre: fluff
Rating: G
Comments: Written for Yuki^^
Summary:
From all the things in the world, I don’t think I’ve been so happy with as now.
From all the good things that happened, discovering that you felt the same about our friendship must’ve been the best.
Lonely Christmas
Pairings: UruhaXKai
Genre: fluff/angst
Rating: PG
Summary:
It was Christmas eve. The time that everyone would spend with its beloved one. Everyone except for me.
I was hugging a pillow close to me, pretending it was someone.
Pretending it was you.
Wanting it to be you, but it wasn’t.
It was just a lifeless pillow.
Reflection of You
Pairings: UruhaXKai
Genre: angst
Rating: PG
Summary:
I look around, my own reflection watching me. Thousand mirrors around me, creating an illusion, that I’m not alone, that there is so much space around me. While none of that is actually true
Unreachable
Pairings: KaiXUruha(onesided) UruhaX?
Genre: angst, suicide
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Suicide
Summary:
One star managed to make himself visible through the clouded sky, through the layer of rain. He reached out, trying to grab the shiny object.
But he couldn’t. He couldn’t reach what he wanted. He never was able to get what he wanted. What he loved the most.
Games
Pairings: KaiXUruhaXReita
Genre: humor
Rating: R
Summary:
Reita can’t sleep, because Kai and Uruha are playing “games”
Aprils Fool
Pairings: RukiXKai , slight RukiXReita
Genre: angst/fluff
Rating: PG/PG-13
Summary:
Aoi, Uruha, Reita and Kai decide to play a trick on Ruki on 1 April. It all turns out different and one of them ends up hurt.
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What I want the most
Pairings: UruhaXKai, KaiXOC, mentions of ReitaXRuki, AoiXUruha, AoiXOC and DieXShinya
Genre: Au, Highschool fic, Drama and some angst too
Rating: R
Summary:
Uruha and Kai are close friends and roommates. Uruha feels more for Kai then bestfriends are supposed to, but Kai already has a Girlfriend. Kumiko, Kai’s girlfriend and a friend of Uruha, isn’t very fond of keeping her mouth shut about how great Kai is as boyfriend, causing Uruha to get jealous to no end.
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6,
Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12
Confused minds
Pairing: UruhaXKai, KaiX?, mentions of ReitaXRuki
Rating: R
Genre: Angst/Drama
Summary:
What happens if your ex tells you your best friend loves you. And even though you don't believe him, you start to doubt. Only to find out it was probably a lie in the first place.
Part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, Part 6,
Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12
Naïve love
Pairings: UruhaXKai (Mentions of ReitaXRuki and MiyaviXAoi)
Rating: pg-13/R ??(I'm not sure>.>)
Genre: Angst, drama
Summary:
I can’t say I’m not happy. Overall I have a great life. I’m member of a famous band, I got a bunch of really close friends, I make a lot of money by doing what I love to do, and I’m healthy. What else could a person wish for do you ask?
Love...
Someone special, someone to be happy with, someone to make happy, someone who would destroy the lonely feeling, someone to love….
Prologue, Part 1, Part 2, Part 3,
Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8
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Beneath silken layers
Genre: Fluff/smut
Ratings: R
Summary:
I turned around in a circle in front of the mirror.
No, the yukata that previously was just a bit too big; was now about 4 sizes too big. But now I used it as bathrobe only, which worked perfectly fine for me.
Lost soul
Genre: Fantasy
Ratings: pg
Summary:
It’s late at night, the streets are empty except for cars passing by every now and then. My feet carry me through unknown streets, to an unknown destiny.
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Halloween contest myv_kai
Pumpkin lanterns and orange leaves
Pairing(s): KaixMiyavi
Genre: fluff
Ratings: pg-13
Summary:
And as the last rays of the autumn sun hit the tops of the orange colored tree’s, pumpkin lanterns are lit everywhere. The candles giving the whole area a eerie, yet peaceful look.
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Kai summer challenge, hanashi_no_egao
A perfect summer afternoon
Theme: 1.1 Boredom
Pairing(s): Reita x Kai
Genre: fluff
Ratings: pg-13
Summary:
He groaned, noticing how only one minute had passed. One minute that had felt like hours. ‘Maybe I could call Reita...’ He mused, glancing at his phone. Maybe just talking to him would cheer him up and might even give him an idea of what to do.
Sandy promises
Theme: 1.2 Boat
Pairing(s): Aoi x Kai
Genre: fluff
Ratings: PG
Summary:
“If I’m rich, I’ll buy a really big boat and sail the seas!” A 7 year old Kai exclaims as he and the others are a day at the beach with their mothers.
Towel obsession
Theme: 1.3 Towel
Pairing(s): KaixMiyavi
Chapter: Oneshot
Genre: fluff
Ratings: PG-13
Summary:
Miyavi discovered all the things you can use a towel for.
Circle in the sand
Theme: 1.4 Dunes
Pairing(s): AoixKai
Genre: fluff
Ratings: PG-13
Summary:
Gazette has a short break and to escape their work environment they decided to take a short vacation to a private beach.
The things I remember
Theme: 1.5 Lost
Pairing(s): AoixKai
Genre: fluff
Ratings: PG-13
Summary:
Forgetting the way in a forest wasn't something planned on Kai's calendar. But it wasn't his fault he had to remember everything for everyone.
Sandy love
Theme: 1.6 Sand castle
Pairing(s): UruhaxKai
Genre: fluff
Ratings: PG-13
Summary:
In a country far far away from here was a land of sand.
Kites of love
Pairing(s): Aoix Kai
Genre: Fluff
Ratings: PG
Summary:
To me, Kites represent love. Unrealistic, high up in the sky, like something from a different planet.
Making memories
Theme: 1.8 Memories
Pairing(s): Aoi x Kai
Genre: fluff
Ratings: PG
Summary:
A last day before a break ends, spend in the best way a person could think of.
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Kai x Uruha(Gazzette), 4seasons_rabu
Our last goodbye
Theme: III.16 spirited away
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha
Genre: angst
Ratings:PG
Summary:
Dear Uruha, Reita, ruki and Aoi
When you will read this, I am already gone…
Forever at your side (A sequel to Our last goodbye)
Theme: III.08, wind chimes
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha
Genre: angst
Ratings:PG(?)
Summary:
It’s been 4 years since Kai disappeared.
3 years and 11 weeks since that day I found out that I hadn’t been dreaming. And that I actually knew what had happened with Kai.
I just want us to be happy
Theme: III.05 watch
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha
Genre: angst
Ratings: PG
Summary:
As long as you are happy, I am happy too.
I am happy when you are happy.
But sometimes…
…Sometimes you are happy, and I am obviously not.
Loveletters
Theme: III.15 secret admirer
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha
Genre: fluff
Ratings:PG
Summary:
He loved observing the drummer like this. To see the smile spread on Kai’s lips, lighting up his face, his eyes sparkle whenever he talked about something exciting. The way he absentmindly patted the small dog while talking to the other from his crouched position.
Not like a book
Theme: III.02 paperback novel
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha
Genre: Angst
Ratings:PG
Summary:
Unlike the books, my story didn’t held a happily ever after.
Pealing paint
Theme: III.11 pealing paint
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha
Genre: Angst
Ratings: PG
Summary:
Nothing lasts forever. Even untouchable things like memories or feelings, there will be a day it’ll all be forgotten
Now you can see me
Theme: III.07 Valence/drapes
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha(onesided)
Genre: Angst, deathfic, Rape, Murder
Ratings: R
Warnings: Character death, Rape, Murder
Summary:
The silence is almost unbearable, weighing heavy on my shoulders, making it even harder for me to breath as I walk up those last stairs. Grabbing the copy of his key to unlock the door. I know he’s asleep by now. Even though he always was a night person, he wasn’t one to go to bed late when needing to wake up early the next day. A smile fights its way to my lips. In a few hours, there won’t be a need for him to wake up early anymore. He won’t wake up at all.
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10 songs meme
Pairing(s): Uruha x Kai / Kai x Uruha
Genre: Fluff / angst(is different with each drabble)
Ratings: Overall PG-13, only for one R
Summary:
The 10 Songs Meme
1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Turn on your music player and put it on random/shuffle.
3. Write a drabble related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the drabble; you start when the song starts, and stop when it's over. No lingering afterwards!
4. Do ten of these, then post them
Chased away
Pairing(s): Aoi x Kai
Genre: action?
Ratings: PG -13
Summary:
There’s no escape to it. The moment you’d get caught would be the moment all would be over. A lost battle.
Dance with me
Pairing(s): Aoi x Kai
Genre: Fluff
Ratings: PG
Notes: This is for xxicedevilxx
Summary:
“Dance with me” Kai looked up at the other man, brows furrowing. Aoi knew very well he couldn’t dance. Not like Aoi, who did ballet when he was younger.
The warmth of hearts connected
Pairing(s): Uruha x Kai
Genre: Fluff.
Ratings: PG-13
Notes: This is for all the people out here, my friends, readers who comment, readers who don't comment(because I myself suck with commenting to) and everyone else. I hope you all have a Merry Christmas!
Summary:
I, lucky, never had to spend Christmas alone. I always had friends or family around to celebrate it. But even though, I couldn’t deny that this Christmas was, and still is, the best Christmas I’ve ever had.
Lead the way; precious time
Pairings: Aoi x Uruha
Genre: Fluff.
Rating: PG
Notes: Written for sofia_toguro
Summary:
Aoi has a surprise for Uruha.
I'm with you
Pairings: ReitaXKai
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: mentions of suicide
Summary:
I tried to search for words, tried to search for enough anger to push them apart, to just hit him hard. But I couldn’t. I loved him too much to be angry or mad at him. Too much to feel anything else than hurt, disappointed and broken trust. Ongoing series
What is love?
Pairings: UruhaXKai
Genre: Fluff
Rating: PG
Summary:
Love is something weird.
But what exactly IS love?
Cubicle
Pairing: ReitaXKai
Genre: Sex
Rating: NC-17
Summary:
Reita + Kai + weird cubicle = smex in a public place with their friends standing outside unnoticed.
Friends
Pairings: Implied Kai(Gazette) x Jun(Pierrot)
Genre: fluff
Rating: G
Comments: Written for Yuki^^
Summary:
From all the things in the world, I don’t think I’ve been so happy with as now.
From all the good things that happened, discovering that you felt the same about our friendship must’ve been the best.
Lonely Christmas
Pairings: UruhaXKai
Genre: fluff/angst
Rating: PG
Summary:
It was Christmas eve. The time that everyone would spend with its beloved one. Everyone except for me.
I was hugging a pillow close to me, pretending it was someone.
Pretending it was you.
Wanting it to be you, but it wasn’t.
It was just a lifeless pillow.
Reflection of You
Pairings: UruhaXKai
Genre: angst
Rating: PG
Summary:
I look around, my own reflection watching me. Thousand mirrors around me, creating an illusion, that I’m not alone, that there is so much space around me. While none of that is actually true
Unreachable
Pairings: KaiXUruha(onesided) UruhaX?
Genre: angst, suicide
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Suicide
Summary:
One star managed to make himself visible through the clouded sky, through the layer of rain. He reached out, trying to grab the shiny object.
But he couldn’t. He couldn’t reach what he wanted. He never was able to get what he wanted. What he loved the most.
Games
Pairings: KaiXUruhaXReita
Genre: humor
Rating: R
Summary:
Reita can’t sleep, because Kai and Uruha are playing “games”
Aprils Fool
Pairings: RukiXKai , slight RukiXReita
Genre: angst/fluff
Rating: PG/PG-13
Summary:
Aoi, Uruha, Reita and Kai decide to play a trick on Ruki on 1 April. It all turns out different and one of them ends up hurt.
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What I want the most
Pairings: UruhaXKai, KaiXOC, mentions of ReitaXRuki, AoiXUruha, AoiXOC and DieXShinya
Genre: Au, Highschool fic, Drama and some angst too
Rating: R
Summary:
Uruha and Kai are close friends and roommates. Uruha feels more for Kai then bestfriends are supposed to, but Kai already has a Girlfriend. Kumiko, Kai’s girlfriend and a friend of Uruha, isn’t very fond of keeping her mouth shut about how great Kai is as boyfriend, causing Uruha to get jealous to no end.
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6,
Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12
Confused minds
Pairing: UruhaXKai, KaiX?, mentions of ReitaXRuki
Rating: R
Genre: Angst/Drama
Summary:
What happens if your ex tells you your best friend loves you. And even though you don't believe him, you start to doubt. Only to find out it was probably a lie in the first place.
Part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, Part 6,
Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12
Naïve love
Pairings: UruhaXKai (Mentions of ReitaXRuki and MiyaviXAoi)
Rating: pg-13/R ??(I'm not sure>.>)
Genre: Angst, drama
Summary:
I can’t say I’m not happy. Overall I have a great life. I’m member of a famous band, I got a bunch of really close friends, I make a lot of money by doing what I love to do, and I’m healthy. What else could a person wish for do you ask?
Love...
Someone special, someone to be happy with, someone to make happy, someone who would destroy the lonely feeling, someone to love….
Prologue, Part 1, Part 2, Part 3,
Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8
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Beneath silken layers
Genre: Fluff/smut
Ratings: R
Summary:
I turned around in a circle in front of the mirror.
No, the yukata that previously was just a bit too big; was now about 4 sizes too big. But now I used it as bathrobe only, which worked perfectly fine for me.
Lost soul
Genre: Fantasy
Ratings: pg
Summary:
It’s late at night, the streets are empty except for cars passing by every now and then. My feet carry me through unknown streets, to an unknown destiny.