i've been thinking a lot lately, actually been concerned/depressed about love lately. I mean, I know I'm only 20, still young, but hell I'm not getting any younger! Yeah, I wanna hve fun and I do have fun but it'd be nice just have that one special person. I've dated many guys, been in 1 serious relationship of 2 years and after almost 8 months ( Read more... )

A song that ( Read more... )

I would just like to say how over it all i am. If you use other people to "forget" bad times in your life you're sick person. I'm so over you ben, 2 years and it all ends like this, i loved you! You might be sorry and can apologize forever and still want to be friends...Personally, don't care to speak to you again. And I hope we never do our ( Read more... )

so let's see, no more ben and i....almost 2 months now we haven't spoken...it's very weird sometimes not speaking to him EVERY day, but I can say I'm over him now, and mean it. He's a great guy, he's just got a lot of things to figure out. Well I didn't go on the New York trip, long ass story i don't even want to type out one more time... ( Read more... )

1. Your name spelled backwards: YTSIRHC ( Read more... )

In The Last 48 Hours, Have You ( Read more... )

my computer got whiped...so i just found my lj! i forgot my username and all...well...it's been a damn long while! like anyone reads this anyways! too much has been goin on...still in school, ben and i got back together, but now we're broken up again, GO FIGURE....but this time it's serious, no more ben and christy. kinda sad, but it's for the ( Read more... )

Wow. I can't believe what has happend after that last entry like 5 months ago! Ben and I are no longer together, lotta confusing shit happend, stuff I'm still confused about, and I wonder if he even thinks about me anymore. We havent talked since May, and ran into eachother on the 4th of July. If you ever run across this Ben, I still think ( Read more... )

I love ben! If he asked me to marry him right now i'd say YES! I really think he's the one! :) and i hate school...i'm tryin to figure out what i want to do and right now it's nothing, maybe i'll just quit...

Oh god i cannot wait to get out of this town for just a few days!!!! Forget about school and all! It's gonna be awesome! But ofcourse I'll miss my ben :( i know i've told you this but if you read this hun i'm so glad we're back together, i haven't been happier in ages! This week has been the best ever spending time with you and i can't wait for ( Read more... )