Leighanne and I went shopping *grins*. We each bought Justin's album and I spoiled Matthew rotten with toys,clothes and all sorts of stuff! It all helped to take my mind off of everything else. I want to get Leigh to go clubbing with me too but I dont know if that would work lol ( Read more... )

Yeah...I AM. No one can tell me otherwise. I am my own person....no one has any right to tell me no ( Read more... )

Ok....I really dont know what to put. I am here alone....again. This time I am packing my things....because I am going to be moving into Leigh and Brian's house until she or he comes back. Kevin doesnt know yet....though how can I tell him if he's never here? He's always with Leighanne or just out.....*sighs* I thought we were ok again but I guess ( Read more... )

Well I stayed with Leighanne last night after a wonderful girls night out.....well almost. Kevin came along....and hung out with us....can you imagine my husband on a girls night out? *laughs* Lets just say he got bored after a while and went back to the hotel ( Read more... )

Wow.....I have been consoling Leighanne all day. She called me and told me Brian updated and we were talking for hours. I keep telling her it'll be ok. I've helped with Matthew....and that keeps making me want to have a baby of my own. I love babies ( Read more... )

Well.....I'm still feeling sickly.....which is driving me crazy because I cant go see Leighanne, Brian and Matthew.....Kevin goes daily by my request...otherwise he'd just stay here with me. He's been so good to me....god he's the best man in the world. He didnt tell me how his talk with Brian went but when he got back he was in a good mood so it ( Read more... )

Ok....I talked to Nick today. And he goes off on me in his journal....nice. Well fine.....if thats the way he wants to be then fine. He puts words in my mouth.....and pretty much accuses me of taking Leighanne's side.....which I am not.....I am neutral. I NEVER made him out to be the bad guy.....never! He's making himself out to be the bad guy..... ( Read more... )

I know its late...and I know you dont have a journal yet baby....but Happy birthday to you, Kevy. I love you more than my life and could never love anyone else. I know this wasnt the way you wanted to spend your birthday....and I'm sorry for that. I'll make up for it once everything is ok again....I promise. Thank you for being there when I was ( Read more... )

I'm still in Atlanta and plan to be here until Leighanne says its ok to go home ( Read more... )

Ok...I am going to do this as quick as I can.....because right now I am flying to Atlanta because of an emergency ( Read more... )