so y is it that i only right in this thing when i'm in a shitty or blah mood?? anywayz....it's now 4 days into summer and maybe i'm being impatient or i dunno but so far i feel as if the summer is gonna b a wash!!! it's great to see everyone at home and i love everyone to death here but i miss all the fun times w/ my fredonia buds!!! ahaahh this ( Read more... )

ok well it's been a while since i've written here but i've been goin through alot lately!! everyone has there ups and downs but up until the last week or sooo everything wuz just downhill and now this week it's going back down again!! school is really frustrating!! i'm working really hard and studying alot but it's getting me nowhere....i'm ( Read more... )

ok sooooo there's def something wrong wit me and who and how i regard people. it happened with frank and it's happenin all over again... first you become friends with this guy and he seems like a perfectly nice guy but gradually u start seeing a different side (not necessarily bad guy though) and eventually he just hangs around you when he needs ( Read more... )

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so let's replay the weekend....i volunteered at superdance, worked, and sat in my room alone!! awesome!!! go me!!! ahaha ya so w/e maybe i'm a little bitter that 2 nites in a row i got screwed over or just forgotten about!! it's ok though b/c from now on i'm doin wut i want to do....for example, friday nite when i left superdance i could have ( Read more... )

i haven't posted here in awhile so i decided it was about time. today i had to go the long way to take the bus to curves and i just sat there the whole time and was lookin out the window at everything!! i got one of my wierd motivations to write something to people and i guess it slipped my mind b/c i've been runnin around since then!! i think ( Read more... )

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i don't feel good and there's def something fucked about about my hormones or something b/c i'm gettin all teary and crying and something just doesn't feel right!! i HATE this feeling....it's almost the feeling i get when i think about how shitty my friendship with frank is but it's actually worse b/c i really am soooooo close to throwing up!!! i ( Read more... )

ok soooooo today wuz a crazy busy day!! i had a sorority meeting from 12-5 and then worked from 6-11:30!!! ahah ya soooo then when i came back we got pizza and chilled in kristan and linds' room and played the question game (basically truth or dare without the dare) and one of the questions for me was a scenario of if 2 particular guyz asked me out ( Read more... )