Apparently, I was obnoxious and wrote like a lesbian of some sort? High school drama was amusing, and as shown below I knew how to work the "bitchiness." Reality check, thank goodness ( Read more... )

i love how my journal entries make me sound like a lesbian haha. someone's a loser haha. anyways, yeah i miss a few of you faggs. so call me fools.

GAHH, i'm almost off grounding seriously. it's almost october first, IM FREE!! and i miss dreeshay SO much. it's not even funny. you know hahaha. we used to have so much fun. like at d-land when kieth made up walk like 5 miles before we could give him his ticket HAHAHA. oh gosh, or when dreeshay would do my hair and i would like piss her off by ( Read more... )

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BASICALLY, i have a best friend now. and it's seriously amazing. i love it. i mean i've had sorta best friends i guess before. but ew none like dreeshay. we are amazing. and it's chill as fuck. haha. and we like to have memories that no one else can have because they are our's and they are fucking amazing. HAHAH seriously, like some of you wouldn't ( Read more... )

well me and davey aren't together anymore. althought, i want him back and he wants me back i'm just scared of him. scared of what he will do to me next. and if next time he won't be drunk when he does it. but i've been talking to this guy, that is so cute. haha we've been talking for a REALLY long time. and it's kinda cute. but it won't ever happen ( Read more... )

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all that's left of me is what i pretend to be.

here i am once again, torn into pieces.
can't deny can't pretend,
just thought you were the one.

SWALLOW ME THEN SPIT ME OUT
FOR HATING YOU I BLAME MYSELF
SEEING YOU IT KILLS ME NOW
NO I DON'T CRY ON THE OUTSIDE
ANYMORE.

MMM, hahah i love you people you make me laugh. and i ( Read more... )

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