I have come to the last chapter in my "early" teenaged years. And you know what? It sucks. Summer changes me like a caterpillar in a cocoon. I know I will always be that sensible, loving, caring guy. In fact, I might even make my greatest qualities better. Who knows? I might stop acting like a little faggot and act normal around everyone. I act ( Read more... )

Love is painful and beautiful. I looked into her eyes and couldn't look away. Those green eyes glared back at me and we were one for that short moment. We are good together. I gave her a little kiss here and there. I think those are the ones that mattered most to her. Those little kisses showed her that I am not as dangerous as most people think I ( Read more... )

Jenna ( Read more... )

ITS MY BIRTHDAY! LOVE YOU ALL! (kinda weird hearing that from me) Thanks for the cards, letters, $$$, hugs, etc. (I need more kisses though...) Birthday is going smoothly. Work was fun. Wrestlers threw beat me up and kicked me in the balls. Im alright though. No bruises...yet. But I still got a few more hours to go til its back to the real life! ( Read more... )

wow. life is sweet.

Wow, feels like my heart just got ripped out of my chest. Thought about it for one whole hour huh? Wow, that's a long time to think about something.(I usually take a week ( Read more... )

I stared into the mirror today, gazing at my reflection. I watched as I aged in front of my eyes. It wasn't so much as scary as it was groteque. The many scars and stitches in my heart showing through my body. My soul aches for happiness. I thought to myself, what if I were to die tomorrow, or never wake up in the first place. What would happen? Am ( Read more... )

Yesterday was interesting. Start off cutting through 2 layers of skin while shaving. That bled for an hour or so. I knew something painful was going to happen after that. Something always happens to me, just as a warning, before something big happens. Well, as you might know, something did happen. 7th period study hall... Carly jumps all over me ( Read more... )

Bloodshed and Innocence ( Read more... )

I read that comment... Wow, that felt like a stab in the heart. Like I said before, compliments hurt me. If anything, it just made me feel worse about myself. I like how you posted anonymous as who it is from. Kinda funny, hiding your identity like that. And who do you know who I am? I don't think you do. You shouldn't comment on someone else's ( Read more... )