I really hate when I drink alone.
My mind starts to wander.
I become to hard on myself.
Sometimes...ALL THE TIME, I wish I was doing something with my life.
Something IMPORTANT.
Going to school would satisfy that for me, even.
Sometimes, I get that sinking feeling in my gut that I'm going to do nothing with my life.
It's really scary.
I'm 19 years old, I
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