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rest in peace

rabbit

kayde

james

what I meant to say :: "cockroaches have been around since dinosaurs and haven't changed at all."
what I said :: "cockroaches are dinosaurs."

i hate myself.

Some things that I was convinced would never happen to me have revealed themselves in my life. I wonder what went wrong. Was it the music, the people, the thrill, the need to feel as though I fit in? The first time I smoked pot, she told me to inhale to my stomach, so I did, and the pipe started to get warmer. She smiled at me, and I liked that ( Read more... )

im in a good mood ( Read more... )

when things like this happen, they dont always seem like a big deal to other people. but it sort of engulfes me, and i just want to drop everything else and focus on this one thing, this one event, that has me in a grip. i dont want to fight it, i dont want to try to get away. i filter all the memories and remember the good ones, and act like the ( Read more... )

burns me up just to know ( Read more... )

i am thinking about when i was little and i sang in church. i was about 8, maybe, at the most. there were a bunch of us little kids, scared to death of singing in front of the maximum thirty people that attended that tiny church ( Read more... )

i went to ohio today to visit my grandma. she had quadruple bypass surgery on her heart, and she was under heavy sedation ( Read more... )