i can't put into words how shitty i feel about this day.

I have met all my short term goals.
I have a car, an apartment, im going to school, and i have a job.

things are starting to look up.
im proud of myself for doing so well on my own.

not happy.

and im hungry.

beers for dinner.

never been more embarrassed in my life ( Read more... )

doing my research paper on addiction.

also, my family is driving me crazy.

my dreams are terrifying.

gigantic waves killing everyone i love.
and its reoccurring.

what the hell is going on in my brain.

want to go to school today.

school is so damn easy ( Read more... )

i need to stop talking, drinking, and smoking like an old pirate.

but besides that everything is wonderful.
school is super easy.

my nose is going to fall off.