***sighs****
begin this entry....
i am so full of myself
i crave the attn of penises, however i don't really care about them
every year, move on to the next after they get fucked over
the prettier the better
everything works out in the end
thankfully, not too much fucking during this session

drunk, sad and stupid....

needle in the hay

in order to deal w/being a cripple i've constructed a fun adventure----split personality expression awareness. in order to combat the frustration of immobility, i can use this as an opportunity to let my inner sycho gimp come out of the closet. and it's true, i'm a different person now. the crutches are deemed acceptable in totally different ( Read more... )

i can't take it. i feel as though i've been ripped from the womb (twice in one lifetime is no good) and am immersed in a cold corporate world of rudeness and non-leisure. i am a lazy worthless bitch. i don't want to do anything, truly, i would be happy getting bedsores and sleeping on the couch watching endless dvds and waiting to die. my foray ( Read more... )

it's funny how one can become tingly at the suggestion of adoration in a voice thousands of miles away transmitted by wires and cables. why are we so mental???? life is a string of luck with little candy bits on it...sometimes they are stuck in a goats ass and you have to find them. fuckfuckluck luckluckfuck fuckluckfuck ( Read more... )

finding the right yogurt is like choosing a life partner. and it happened today. i never new non-fat was the way to go, but there it is, right under my nose in the yogurt aisle. horizonorganicapricotmango. was doing the clover for a while b/c the regular horizon is kinda gross. thank you ( Read more... )

so like wow. i feellike a fat retard today. however one highlight was discovering a romanian boy band's number #1 hit: dragostea did tei by O-ZONE. the video is fantastic and it's one of those songs that sis and i play on repeat for like two hours or until the brain turns into a peachyogurtmangostrawberryavocado soy shake w/honey and drips out of ( Read more... )

hindsight is 20/20 therefore i'm going to travel in time to the future in order to see what bad choices i invariably made and then go back and not make them. i feel like now everything i've written is slightly familiar, in a nauseating way. i have realized however, it's never the sex with women i regret but the gross penises that traumatize for ( Read more... )

i'm told u can convince yourself that the cold does not exist. it's working working for a second and then u doubt or question and fall off the rainbow. just bumped into an old friend, hana in the f/tv dept. it's amazing that she's going into film and she did a short starring zion and deuce eclipse, WTF!!!!!! wow. i was totally starstruck. anyhoooo ( Read more... )