Well let's see, I know its been awhile since I have written in this but I have been kinda busy. I am not moving this summer like originally planned, won't be able to afford it. That upset me some, but also it gives me a chance to spend another Christmas with my family cuz the past 2 have sucked ass, 2 years ago I was in the hospital cuz of my car ( Read more... )

Well my departure date grows closer and more shit piles up. I need to get 210 bucks by march 25th or I am on one years probation and I won't be able to leave. But hopefully I have that worked out now and I will be gone by July. I seriously can't wait, too much fucking drama goin on around here. I'll miss it here tho, my family and friends are ( Read more... )

Well, as I am sitting here writing this it is about 6 months before I am outta here, a part of me can't wait to get to California, but there is a part of me that will miss this place. I was born and raised in Missouri, all my family is here as are some of my friends, and I will miss them all. But my life has never been the same since my dad died ( Read more... )

Well, I kinda forgot to update past few weeks, obviously I ain't in prison but its still possible, just waitin to hear back from the public defender. Anywho, past few weeks have been ok, I guess. Nothing bad has happened, nothing really good either, except I might be filming a movie I am writing really soon, my friends and I have decided it would ( Read more... )

Damn, its January 5th already. Well, I got to go to court tomorrow for some bullshit reason, don't ask cuz I ain't tellin ya, and if ya know already feel special cuz that means I must really like you. Anyways, I might be going to prison tomorrow and it sux ass. And to top it all off I found out my friend Thiemo got arrested today and is going to ( Read more... )

Well, I'm bored so I just felt like I would update today. I was supposed to get a phone call today from someone but she said she couldn't said she was sick.....yeh right, she just don't wanna admit i'm scary lookin and she don't wanna talk to me :) i'm just playin Melissa, I know ur sick and I hope you feel better. Well, I started my job today, ( Read more... )

Well, my nephew went to the hospital today, he should be there for about a week according to them. They are gonna try to stop the deteriorating, which they tried before and it didn't work to well. Ya know, my hope is that he just makes it til 5, he deserves that much at least. I stand firm by what I said before, if I can give up my life for him ( Read more... )

Well, another year has come and gone and what do I have to show for it, exactly shit. I mean grant it most of my year was consumed by recovering from my accident last Christmas but aside from that I ain't got shit to show for myself. But oh well, I think this year will be good, I am moving to LA in June to hopefully start my career. As long as ( Read more... )

Well, my brother Joe just got home from the navy, he is only in for a few weeks. I can't believe how much of an ass he is, I kinda get tired of all the insults cause of my weight, I got enough of that when I was in school. I was hopin the navy would change him for the better but it hasn't. But even tho he is an ass I am kinda glad he's home, at ( Read more... )

Well, this is my first post on here as a user and while I was filling out the damn page to start this I got some bad news, my 3 year old nephew, who has cystic fibrosis which is a lung disease, went to the doctor today and my sister called and they said the bottom of his lungs have deteriorated, which means parts of his lungs are now missing. This ( Read more... )