So now Kyle and I aren't allowed to talk anymore, because we both stress each other out to a point of tears. Yeah, so, he just better stay away from me, although he cannot seem to get out of my head. I love him, I'd do anything for him...gah!!!! I need to get over him =X It's just really hard to, and the counselors at this school don't seem to ( Read more... )

*growls* I'm going to dangle a bell from Kyle's trench coat so I can tell when he's going to walk by me and I won't be nervous. Yeah, that won't exactly stop my nerves but it will warn me to when he's going to walk by ( Read more... )

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Yesterday was one of the top ten happiest days of my life. Kyle and I talked for a while afterschool and he ended up holding me and making me feel so much better than what I was feeling. He also told me that I am the way I am due to the position of the constellations on the night I was born, and that I'm just trying to be me. And that part of me ( Read more... )

( these describe my mood right now )

Everything's getting better. It's just psychological I must endure now...and I have no one to talk to about this ( Read more... )

Ok, so...not too much has changed since yesterday.
Watched the movie The Breakup last night and the ending sucked on ice. The whole movie was alright, not great. If you're a Jennifer Aniston or Vince Vaughn fan, I'd watch it, but if you're not then don't do it. Or maybe it's just because I'm on this Keanu Reeves kick *LoL ( Read more... )

So I've decided to use both this blog and the other one because I have more friends on LJ than on the other site, although I tend to go more indepth in the other one but c'est la vie, right? Speaking of friends, I'm waving hi to Jon (motionwomeaning), my friend from Oliver!, better known as my "Drunken dancing partner". So Hi Jon ( Read more... )

Taryn is completely serious about not talking to me. It sucks, but I can't seem to make her talk to me again. Kyle and I find it amusing that she's taking her anger out on me when there are plenty of other more worthwhile people she could do it to, or she could just find a healthier outlet for her anger...that's an idea, huh ( Read more... )

I guess it's not just going to blow over, because Taryn has taken to hating me. Yeah, she says I'm "groveling at Kyle's feet" (and, yes, that's a direct quote from her). That, my friends, is the farthest thing from the truth. He came back to me...how that's groveling, I do not know. I do miss her, though; no doubt about that. She was and ( Read more... )