I have gotten a new LJ account, messedupstar. I apologize if it annoys you that I continuously get new account, but I only do it to find the perfect username for myself, and messedupstar fits me perfectly. So does this one in a way, but not for an LJ. So please add me at my new location.

Also, I got new AIM SNs:
criezinrain89 ( Read more... )

CrIeZ iN rAiN 89: hey where are you ( Read more... )

Yes, and I'm home too! So, question: does anyone else use MSN messenger besides me? Because I would love to have more friends on there, or I'll just not use it. If you're interested in adding me, my MSN is insolentcrossbreed@hotmail.comAnyways, last night my mom went to the hospital because she was dizzy, couldn't see out her left eye, was numb ( Read more... )

My costume didn't turn out how it was supposed to, so that set me off yesterday, although I did get alot of compliments on my hair and makeup. Yeah, I guess I'll have to try for Ryku next year...Maybe get Krystina to start sewing it earlier than the night before ( Read more... )

First of all, a HUGE thank you to Cindy for redoing my LiveJournal for me Saturday night at about midnight...haha! I love you, sis! It looks awesome...Elfen Lied rocks =)

Alright, so, my weekend wasn't all that eventful, but it did suck pretty badly. Actually, not until Sunday night. I finally decided to call Kevin (rain_whore), who gave me his phone ( Read more... )

I think I'm in love with Jon Starring. He's everything I've ever wanted and extremely attractive to go along with it...

I just wish he didn't want to be alone...ARGH!!!

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Ugh!!!! I hate emotions and feelings right now. Especially the ones that say heh, he's pretty hott and pretty nice to you; go for him, then I wind up rejected and back to where I began. Right now, I really just want to be cuddled and told that my life is going to be okay and that I'm not hopeless or bad or anything but beautiful and kind and ( Read more... )

Random Pieces of Advice I Had to Discover on my own:
* Don't ever complain to a 14-year-old about being 17. They tend to make you feel old and nostalgic after; and I'm not that great of a role .
* No guy ever falls for the "Oh, I just like this one guy" speech; they always tend to know it's them. It does not matter the age (ei - Kevin (rain_whore) * ( Read more... )

Thank you to Adam, Jon (motionwomeaning), and Kevin (rain_whore) for being there for me last night when I was insanely depressed and stressed. I think I'd be lost without all of you guys =) LOVE YOU!!!

Not too much new...so yeah.

Oh, everyone should listen to She Wants Revenge sometime because they just ROCK!!!!!!

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Just to clarify for everyone:
Love:
fully accepting someone for everything that they are; having extreme feelings of attraction towards the one who has accepted you; a best friend; someone who will still talk to you, even after they know everything about you.This is what I feel towards Kyle. Always have, always will; there is no doubt in my mind ( Read more... )