The fishy got a planty!It's a really big planty though. He's hiding behind a leaf right now. At least it gives him something to do ( Read more... )

Fuck. I suck at life, I hate my life, I'm totally miserable.

I want to crawl under a rock. Run away and be alone forever. I don't have the willpower to deal with the world and society. It hurts.

Isn't there a limit to how much bad stuff can happen to a person at a time? God I want to cry, run, die, get out.

Yes I'm weird. Yes I blow up at the smallest things for reasons that are not apparent ( Read more... )

Did some research today and I've consigned myself to being bipolar. Funny how my whole life has been pointing at bipolar and I never thought anything was wrong with how I was feeling. Like how you apparently can't tell you're manic until after it's over. Hmmm. Something to keep in mind. I don't want to take any more pills. Lithium? No thanks ( Read more... )

My bird waged war on a piece of lettuce I hijacked from the sandwich station at the UC. It was like 4-5 times her size, and she totally rocked it out. She is now green around the mouth and all over her beak. I pronounce her the self satisfied smug looking victor-ess. She adds so much to our room, even if she hasn't learned that when I'm lying in ( Read more... )

What a night I had last night. I was in the ER from 3 am until 730 am. I had low potassium levels, had a "hypomanic episode", and was generally a wreck. I'm in medical withdrawal from Elavil, and last night was just BAD ( Read more... )

I am beyond aghast at how poorly run the rescue operations have been going. The fact that it took days for help to arrive. NOW WE'RE TURNING DOWN INTERNATIONAL AID BECAUSE WE CAN "HANDLE IT OURSELVES". I have no words. All I wish is that I could get on a plane and go down to New Orleans and help out myself. It's beyond ridiculous ( Read more... )

Went to the doctor yesterday morning. I have one super hot ankle "boot" I have to wear for 4 bloody weeks. I'm so short it comes to my knees. yay. I don't do steps so well, but hills are infinitely worse. Up more so than down. It definitely took me the whole drive back to the Burg to get up the guts to wear the blasted thing in public. When I got ( Read more... )

I went to Pennsylvania this weekend. I had a very good time. The drive kinda sucked ( Read more... )

At school! Classes are good so far, room's nice. It's hot outside.

I realized I really missed everyone over the summer. Which makes me really glad to be on campus where I know a lot of people, and I can do whatever I want.

Snowy is staring at me through her little bell and bead toy thing. She's adorable.