I know.. I am not done yet.. but I realize how busy i was that I didnt have time to update my journal...and this is one one the thing I do for myself ( Read more... )

I feel alone oday.. maybe cause I am tired... but I nice some kind of "love" tonight.. being single is hard.. damn!

Today is not a good day.. I havent been a "good employee" this week, so my boss is not too happy with me.. fuck ( Read more... )

My live is still patethic and bored.
I hope I have a nice weekend so I can do stuff I love, such as having a nice tan, buying clothes and all that stupid things than make me happy.
It´s been a month since my heart´s been broken and I still feel the same way, like nothing matter in my life. Great!

Well.. are you surprise my day is not too sunny and bright?
Think again...

Toady is the first day in a month that I feel ok.. not too happy, but it´s a begining... I had a test yesterday.. and i think I did it well, so I believe that make my feel a pretty secure about myself...
So.. I have no complains for this day...good for me...

... everything is as usual: boring. I have a test today and it´s gonna be a disaster, really, I cant focus on anything, but I won´t give up.. hehe I am such a loser.
I am kind of bored of crying all day long and feel pity of myself.. but that´s all I can do.
This diary is too depressed.. I have to find something new to do. I hope I find it soon.

Ok, so, I can go on with my simple and ordinary life. So what? Yes, I wanted a baby, that means I am sad right now. My friends dont understand me, but when you dont wanna live anymore, and then, something makes you smile, well, I think you will want that. That was what happened to me. People say I should be happy, cause still is not the right ( Read more... )

I went to the doc today, cause there is chance that I am pregnant.. buhhhhhh. They took me blood, so tomorrow they will give me the no.. or the yes. I don´t feel that bad about the idea of having a baby.. yes, I am crazy.. I know, I am only 23, but is it so bad that I feel like it will be ok?

I´m at work and all I can think is so much I wanna leave this place. I have to go to the Univ everyday, so that means my life is pretty bored this days. I used to be funny, happy, a "Party girl", but now I sound like a sad pathetic woman. I know.