Um.. I'm probably going through one of the worst predicaments of my life at the moment ( Read more... )

Jobs been good.. my boss is a bitch but I can deal with it. She's like a 5th sister to me. I can actually say "hey! stop acting like a boss, boss!" and she usually will. I'm actually around her more than I am around anyone else in my life.. seeing I work with her 8 hours a day 5 days a week. I probably know more about her than her own boyfriend. ( Read more... )

I am quite possibly going through the worst time of my life right now.

I've done something that I know I can never forgive myself for...  and I'm terrified of what I see myself turning into.

I love my sisters to death but they're in their 30's and they look like porn stars. They have the most fucked up relationships and they both work at bars.. ( Read more... )

I'm finally doing something with my brother tomorrow! This will be the first time I'm actually hanging out with him since the smashing pumpkins show last year. He's changed a lot.. or maybe I've changed but he does have a lot of issues and he's happy living the life of a bum but thats just another reason why I love him.  We'll be taking pictures at ( Read more... )

These past weekends have been pretty interesting. Last weekend i party'd it up with the koffin kats and played my favorite game of all time.. Apples to Apples.  If anyones up for playing with me let me know ( Read more... )

okay. Yesterday was freaking awesome. I love finally seeing a band you really like live for the first time.. and yesterday it was flogging molly.  I snucked the weed in my cleavage. Derek and I met Jeff and Sarah up there.  And i never thought a flogging molly show would be so fucking expendsive, however it was so still worth the money.

One of the ( Read more... )

 Seriously, Back to the Future is the best movie of all time!
Derek and I have just finished watching the second one. Yesterday we watched the first and probably tomorrow we'll be watching the third. No matter how many times i've seen these movies i still find things that i've never noticed before. Those guys who made those movies are freaking ( Read more... )

Im so fucking fed up with this horrid weather. I haven't seen the sun in a fucking week at least. Which is resulting in some crazy chemical imbalances in my head where i get really upset/depressed/confused/apathetic. Everything seems really dream-like. Like i'm gonna wake any minute and i'll be living back at my house and in high school again.

Work ( Read more... )

never go to cedar point in 40 degree weather.. in case you didn't already know.
huge mistake.
Cold, Cloudy, Windy and right by the water while your going 90 some miles an hour down the millenium force will sure turn you into an icicle.
i really enjoyed spooky town though. there was fog everywhere and people constintly jumping out at you.

dressing up ( Read more... )

Derek just baked me some chocolate chip cookies, we're watching the Chapell show and i decided to write in my journal while derek patiently waits to have sex with me ( Read more... )