"summer was over when you closed your eyes"

"summer dress, your hairs wet it gets into our kisses can you tell why my intentions wind up just near misses...great beginnings seldom finished, in the laze of a barefoot afternoon ahhh what's a boy to do? sunday eyes...am i losing you, is the summer really through?" "in the summer you really know that ( Read more... )

"you got a loving family to give you everything you need
my family loves each other so much
we live a thousand miles away and never stay in touch

but it must be pretty cool to be you
with a home and a family to go home to
must be pretty cool to know you belong
isolated my whole life, counting scars in the land of the smiling knives
yes I'm envious ( Read more... )

i went to philadelphia. in some ways it was a breath of fresh air, well maybe not fresh but defiantly not the same stagnant air i have been breathing for the last year and a half. and of course now i just want to be there, to be in school and to burn the bridges i've crossed back and forth so often after so little time. and to try and apply what i' ( Read more... )

i think i understand what he ment.

"gotta find the shortest path to the bar for a while...a long way from happiness."
"when morning comes twice a day or not at all."
i sure as fuck know what what he ment.

you didn't call.
you didn't seem to have any intentions of calling.
you called but didn't really sound like you wanted to talk.

fuck it.

if ( Read more... )

you don't care.
maybe i don't care that you don't care. (maybe i'm lying)
"my friends i'd die for you".
pretty pathetic when you'd be livin' and dyin for as many people as you can count on one.five hands all across the country.
i like people...i really do. i also like to think of myself as a genuinely nice and defiantly caring/outgoing person person ( Read more... )

it's been a while eah?

to recap...
holidays went well. it was really nice to see the people and places that actually mean something to me. spending time with my mother and father was really nice. my dad said some of the nicest things he's ever said to me. that alone was worth the 29 hours i spent on the bus. my grandfather it doing amazing. the ( Read more... )

"fuck you.
fuck you.
fuck you.
your cool.
fuck you.
i'm out."

i'm going to make more movies.
starting with my expose on the competitive slot car racing scene.
i guess people will take anything seriously.
except for eviction notices, that is.

i'm leaving for florida on monday.
i don't so much like flying so i'm going to take a train.
once there i ( Read more... )

"the supposed scene that many of us claim to be a part of has always prided itself on being so different from mainstream culture. we claim to live in the hopes that our inherently better way of life will revolutionize the systems that have been in place for many, many years we think we can change the world but in truth we are just as sick as they ( Read more... )

ever feel like going back to that place you had as a child, where no one could ever find you?

at times i keep hoping i don't get in to emerson.
in all honesty i only have one thing that keeps me happy here. (when we're not fighting)
i have my internship and kaiju where i can do things that i love but neither will ever pay me. and i keep feeling ( Read more... )

well i finally got around to sending in my emerson application, i guess i'll find out soon enough where my next few years of my life will take me.
aside from that i spent all day standing in horse poop for a film shoot on a farm in new hampshire...just about as much fun as anyone could ask for.

nothing special,
christopher robin