HAs anyone ever asked why i miss school so much... and why i'm consitnaly sick.. or why my temp is below normal for everyone and it's like normal to me.. i'm not going to tell everyone whats wrong with me but I would have rather told you all about me smoking instead of hidding it.. dont' fucking blame it on rene.. seriously i was way fucked up ( Read more... )

Well today was fun.. I woke up and went to the photo room.. josh was in there with ericha and we were talkign and i sorta was sitting there and he was like i'm goign to go smoke and i smiled and he was like here.. so yeah.. then i went at lunch across the street and had one.. ben went with.. it was funny.. made plans with aub to go and hang later ( Read more... )

Look amber.. stop okay.. you think your helping when i reality if you end up telling someone like your mom that could possibly tell my mom.. guess what would happen.. i would fucking get kicked out.. and yeah.. i'm smoking and doing what i did but like you said and here eat your own words... it's my life...so back the hell off.. you know if you ( Read more... )

WEll yeah. i know I know they say it's bad for you and I used to do it like all the time.. Like every day.. then I stopped for my x bf then i was going to start again then stopped for rene.. so yeah.. I started smoking again today.. GOd i missed it.. yeah yeah give me all the crap you want about it.. I don't care.. I missed it and I didn't even ( Read more... )

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HOLY GOD.. you guys do so many quizzes it's scary.. geesh.. Wow.. ahh.

Well today was a good day. it started out with tom calling me and weking e up. it was relally nice. but my cramps are horrible. But lucky i took midol and it felt good.. Well then yeah went to school talked to mr.lanier and he told me that I need to work on Megan and he actually sounded like my mom. It was funny ( Read more... )

At least i don't have to spend 60 bucks anymore for a fricken bus ride.. hehe.. ohh and i saw kate today and talked to her. it was nicce. i'm haing with esme and that should be fun. I do miss rene but ohh what the hell i'm so fucking glad that she is gone cause now she gets to fuck up her life and i won't be the cause.. hehe.. i'm so happy.. ohh so ( Read more... )

I love all of you who are my real friends. Seriously.. Thanks for being there for me and not putting me through what someone put me throught. I love you all and you have my thanks from my heart.. even tho it's rebuilding I do love you guys.. thanks..

Well rene and I are officially over. Fun shit aint it. Turns out that I'm the one that was doing everything wrong. Yeah. anyone who knows me knows that if I had something good and knew it was good I fucking wouldnt have wanted to end it. So there. FUck you all who think that I'm selfesh and am a evil bitch cause I'm not.