6-year-anniversary of my mother's death. everyone sucks today. nobody understands. tears flow. memories are all i have to keep me company. dont tell me you understand, you dont. dont tell me you're here for me, youre not. im alone: selfish and lost.

i think i've been sick forever. i can barely remember a time before the sickness consumed me. i swear, i don't see bryan for a week and all of the sudden my immune system isn't very immune to him. oh well ( Read more... )

so i'm kinda upset because pi lam decided to start their hell week a day early so i didn't get to spend really any time with bryan after his camping trip before hell week. plus, i really didn't get to see him all that much during the week because he's been so busy. i just wish i could've spent some quality time with him, and now, he doesn't have ( Read more... )

So I bought my first Playboy...and I didn't get carded. Dissapointing ( Read more... )

Kenny and Adam came to g-ville!! I was so happy to see them. They brought Kai too. It was fun being wasted. I needed it. They are my favorite UCF-ers ever. I was so bummed about my management test and they just made my entire weekend even though they are already gone. I miss them a lot. A lot a lot.

Ale House was yummy too.

The Best break-up letter so far ( Read more... )

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In case you didn't get the memo, I am now in my 20s. So I'm way too old and mature for all of you. It's ironic I think because most people think I'm a little kid. But there will be no more of that.

Thanks for the phone calls.

Same 'ol rantings...blah blah blah stressed blah blah blah tired blah blah blah procrastinating ( Read more... )

Home was good. Still don't feel like it should be my birthday yet. Even with the cake and the presents, it just feels wrong. There is no way that I'm going to be 20 years old. It's just crazy. I got in on Thursday night because my Friday class was cancelled. I even got home in time to watch the OC. It was a good one ( Read more... )