me=inside a rather large pickle jar, drowning in that nasty pickle juice, occasionally getting caught between pickles ( Read more... )

I walked through Z Gallerie today, and I felt like I was taking a huge trip through my imagination. I touched various things, but each time I could see something I wanted in my future. A few of my triggers, unbeknownst to me: martini glasses, paintings, canopy beds, and nautical-printed bedding. how is it that I can travel down the road of what I ( Read more... )

things to look forward to (in no particular order ( Read more... )

It's my vow never to gossip again.

You never realize how hurtful it can be until it happens to you.

It's not true, what you've heard. I'm ashamed of myself ONLY because there's something about me that made you think it was true.

ever feel like you're wasting your time?

I'm done being a jerk and ready to be the "responsible, captain" that I've been assigned to be.

Inside my heart is breaking...my makeup may be flaking...

but my smile still stays on.

You wonder why your life is so bad, but it's because you spend your time ruining others'.

God, get your head out of your butt and realize what the hell you're doing.

I was just telling someone earlier today how I hadn't had a good cry in a long time.
This wasn't a good one.
And it was the first time my tears have ever frozen.

I'm realizing what's important to me and what's not. I want to be happy, but I want to get work done. I will have fun this semester. I know it. Nothing will bring me down...not even when someone calls me a whore (undeservingly) or when they call me fat or when someone talks down to me when they think I'm stupid. I know what I'm able to accomplish ( Read more... )

I have never liked change. Ever.
But now I'm different...and I don't think it's a bad thing, but it makes me scared. I don't know if I can be different than who I was. Or if I want to.