im so fucking mad right now. one thing i hate is being invade iwth privacy and ppl just open my room's fuckin door and look in or walk in etc. and continously doing it. and i cant lock the fuking door. and ppl asking me questions and shit. just shut the fuck up. i totally screwed up the desk now. ug. i want to just fuckin get out of this place.

it fades that quick once you stop thinking ( Read more... )

i just died my hair back to black. what i like about black hair is that it's so bold. what i like about ashy blond hair is that it's so free.

i watched miyavi fan videos last night. they're hilarious. he's so silly. i really like the very beginning of this one. HAHA.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=wagdtgWvTvY

once you finish with one there's another poping out. they always there ( Read more... )

i skip school and spent the whole day at natacha's house today. it was fun. we watched a lot of dbsg stuffs. it was hilarious laughing at them. i like them now ( Read more... )

UGGGGGGGGG WTF i took the stupid fuckin driving test shit 3 times and failed it. so basicly it took 50$ out of my mother's bank account for nothing. well that's what she get for making me take the fuckin test when i keep saying im not ready and i havent study shit. this is fuckin stupid. she's gonna kill me if i dont get this thing done. man. im so ( Read more... )

i just came back from natacha's farewell party. man. i keep forgetting to say i love you back when ppl say it to me. so i'd like to take this time to say I LOVE YOU NATACHA!!! :D i hope i seemed sincered enough. 'cause ppl think i dont care, cold or whatever but i do care and ill miss you even though we're like new friends and all ( Read more... )

i may go skipping with al tomorrow. even though i shouldnt 'cause i got a test plus i need to ask about service hours and shit. ok. i still have 31 more to do by APRIL. guys help me out! know where i can get double service hours? i've been thinking of just fake it like fill in the paper and sign it myself there's a phone section though... they dont ( Read more... )

suddenly i feel a bit of life. a bit of hope. a bit of future. and a bit of companion ( Read more... )