if my lj was friends only, this would be the thing telling you that.

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i want a boyfriend who will ignore me when i want to be ignored, and love me when i want to be loved. i want a boyfriend whose shoulder i can cry on, and won't cry on mine, who isn't "in love" with me, who doesn't put me first. i want a boyfriend who can deal without phone conversations, hugs in the hallways, and holding hands. i want a ( Read more... )

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Reasons Why I'd Make a good GREAT Girlfriend:

*I don't clean
*I don't bathe daily
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so i decided...
i'm ready for a boyfriend.
as in... i want a boyfriend.

that's all.

oh and my current band obsession is Isle of View.
go listen.
KBYE

I hate the way I'm feeling.
I'm feeling.
Worthless.
Unwanted.
I feel like I never fail to disapoint people.
I don't fit in anywhere.
I don't know who I am.
I hate the way I act.
I'm sick of people being better than me.
I'm never good enough.

After all the crap, I thought I'd feel better.
I really did.

I'm so emo right now.
God. I hate it.

my puppy's sick. =[
like... he's really sick.
he has to stay at the vet tonight.
he's probably scared.
i really hope he's okay.
...i'm sad.


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if you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me.

it can be anything you want - good or bad.

when you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

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last night at the WIHS i fell in love with these 2 horses:

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