no more growing up no more days no more no more nothing will ever change

I... Smoke pot again? O.o

I'm sick and tired of people doubting me. I always utilize my ability to say "fuck em", but their little pessimistic comments chip away at my confidence like an ice pick, and leave my overall optimism and indecision seem idiotic and pathetic. I'm a social person, and I've lived my entire life running off of those who love me and will support me. ( Read more... )

I'm absolutely certain that I've never been this certain in my entire life. It was love love love love love love at first argyle sweater.

Has anyone read Magical Thinking by Augusten Burrouughs? Well if you haven't, you should. And if you have, can you talk about it with me!? It's so awesome and peculiar and I can't handle it!

He stood on stage, sweaty, high, and old, and preached to thousands of people about reading books, while the audience danced to his words and screamed in happiness. Phish was the most phenomenal experience of my life!

I just found out that my Mom spends $20,000 a year on food at BJ's. Woah. Speaking of BJ's, on my way to Slightly Stoopid I stopped there to get gas and got harassed by the 60 year old attendent there. He watched me the whole freaking time and I wanted to cry. On a lighter note, that concert was the bomb diggity. I don't really remember the music, ( Read more... )

This summer has been really long and really complicated. I've learned a lot about myself, one little fact being that I know almost nothing about myself. Then again, there's got to be a lot to know. I've drank more than I thought was physically possible and rediscovered my long lost love for swimming. I'm extremely busy all the time and I still have ( Read more... )

Today was a really nice breath of fresh air. I'm so loving Phish and the Talking Heads lately it's astounding.

Jacob and I broke up a few days ago. It was way overdue and mutualish and a really full hearted decision. I can't wait to get back to myself and draw again and feel free.

I'm vegan again!! Perhaps the only good thing about being kicked off the track team. The fact is that I'm a Morningstar, and I had a legacy of law breaking to uphold. Still sucks though, because now there are dirty rumors floating around all the Hopkinton parents; one by one adding their kids names to the list of people who aren't allowed at my ( Read more... )