Kicked off trackfor 25% of the season. States is on Friday..

Long story short
I fell down a hill/ledge onto a pile of rocks, have a gash on my face, hole in my lip, and no skin on my knuckles. Plus, my leg is fucked. So if I wasn't now going to be kicked off the track team, I probably wouldn't be able to run anyways. Overall, I'm in immense pain and feel like an idiot.

Once again; I've been kept still for too long.
My life is so predictable. I get so anxious that I throw out all the pictures and memorabilia that is hung all over my room, and then the trash bag stays in my room for months.

I'm so tired.

If only I wasn't so disgusted by human contact. :(

They used to say: "The President will be black when pigs fly!", well, Swine Flu!

Me: Will you watch my grilled cheese for me? I have to pee.
Mia: I'll do it for you!
*Pauses*
Mia: But how will you get the pee into my body...

Pheobe is finally, after 5 years of begging and crying, here! My tiny little baby English Mastiff puppy. She sleeps with me on the floor and barks at her reflection. I'm in love.

Everyday I grow up a little bit more, and everyday I realize how much darker the world is. Death is irreversible and incomprehensible, it leaves you with no options, and sometimes is so surprising that you find yourself reaching to help someone who isn't breathing anymore. I feel disgusted with myself for shedding so few tears, yet I wait in fear ( Read more... )

This has been the most dramatic week of my life. I'm insanely drained.

Okay, potential puppy names. Keep in mind, this is an English Mastiff, these dogs are massive.
And it's a girl.

Wilma
Olga
Looloo
Daisy
Elcie
Maggie (No. But my brother wants it)
Mia (...Mia..)
Princess (..Mia)
Baby (HA)
Pebbles

Any suggestions?!
I love names from Disney or cartoons or any ( Read more... )

A friend of mine, Tom Weaver, got diagnosed with brain cancer two days ago. He's 17.