i hate myself right now.
and a lot of other things.

ON SATURDAY JULY 22
CALL JUSTIN ( 806-2629)
AND WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

How could we let this slip away
We shared so much together
Wasn't it enough for you
Cause everything that I did
I did it for you
We took so much for granted
You're beautiful to me
Without you my heart bleeds
Yesterday
I had you here with me
Now that you're gone
It's so empty
Another dark night feeling alone
Drowning in the sadness
Remembering all we had
The ( Read more... )

Don't bother calling,I won't answer yours. 
Never again,no,never.

i was miserable @ justin this morning. now i feel bad. because im not miserable w/ him but alot of other people/things.it was very frustrating, but he will forgive.
I need something to do today,yeah. maybe I  will call Kimbaby see what shes up to.

situation: so there's this girl and this ( Read more... )

I'm sad. everyones is being different.
I'm so sad. its really getting to me.
but i shouldn't care.
oh gee. i don't know if you would understand.

i can't even talk about it because they don't understand.
whatever good day tomorrow. casue fuck why not. i don't care.

Hold the hand of your best friend 
Look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away

the past three weeks haven't been the greatest.Everything is really different, by everything I mean alot of people and stuff.Last night I balled my eyes out to Justin, he was really understanding.That was alot about one thing, but i also think it was a little bit of everything together. I was really upset, alot of things are just weird lately. I ( Read more... )

fuck this.
if i had a choice i probably wouldn't even go to prom right now.
whatever, it's probably because i've had a crappy past couple of days.
blegh, i don't want to talk about it.
fuck you.

love ya.

I hate everything right now. I don't know why.
Justin's mom is having a party next wekend.
were going to play fun games.
HA!

I need to decide what I am going to do with my hair.
after prom I am not sure if I want to cut it or continue growing it.
I know like midway through summer I'm going back dark like darrrkkk darrrrkkk brown(almost black).
but I am thinking of maybe growing it and then waiting and cutting.
then it will be more dramatic when i cut it off.
blah i don't know ( Read more... )