Too many people that know me but I don't know them (at least on a level I can understand in my current state). Lack of connection to names and faces but the connection is still there nonetheless. Too many people that know me better than I know myself ( Read more... )

"The possibility of physical and mental collapse is now very real. No sympathy for the devil. Keep that in mind. Buy the ticket...take the ride."
--Raoul Duke, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

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Bwahahaha! I have discovered new hope in my war against the data streams. I'm quitting smoking...I can finally start carrying out these.

Update: Meh...nevermind. I'll continue to procrastinate for now.

So I explored the depths of depression again. It was a dark place...way darker than I remembered. It's was especially scary because I was numb to it (too many years of management experience) and did everything in my power to build around it. I wish ever so often that I didn't have so much power...it does more bad than good. I've returned but I' ( Read more... )

I don't care!!!

Shut up.

So I haven't posted in fucking ever. That one post I did make was freakin' lame and totally unrelated to what's going on in my life. The past few months have been spent unemployed being a complete weird ass. I will hopefully soon conquer this problem and rise once again from the ashes...like a cliché phoenix or some shit ( Read more... )

I thought of an interesting insult for calling a fellow unbaptized non-Jewish Caucasian that doesn't suffer from deformed/damaged eyes (damn near everybody I know except for one that got shot in the eye with an Airsoft gun but he'll be fine in a few weeks).

A "baptized nigger Jew with one fancy eye1. The target is not baptized ( Read more... )

Note to self: Stay away from cheap beer and wheat bread. No...while I'm at it, stay away from wheat bread. You never really liked it in the first place and this is the final straw. Beer is still good though. BEER CAN DO NO WRONG!

I just found the most incredible irony ( Read more... )

I have discovered a new perspective on life that may well be very very old ( Read more... )