Today was fun.I went 4 wheeling and almost got chased by a cow..and I found an extra 20 bucks in my wallet so thas good. Steve's girl dumped him so that sucks for him..I tried to help him as good as i could but yeah Im not very good at comforting ppl...something I'll have to work at. Well in 3 more days Im leaving for Indiana to see my great ( Read more... )

Honey, Im home!!!! and it feels sooooo good to be here! i got in at 4 and i was so exhuasted but then i layed down and for some reason just couldnt go to sleep, I had alot on my mind I wanted to make an entry but it just wasnt possible for me to get up. But yeah basicaly i was thinking "ive gotta not let shit get to me so bad" so heres my goal that ( Read more... )

yeah, its been awhile, but ive been traveling so i havent had time to write in my journal. it sucks that i only ever put bad shit in my journal. i wish i had something good to say but i never do..today was the worst day ever!! morning- my car got towed from parking in a neighbor hood...that was a big bitch. evening-had to see family and theyre are ( Read more... )

Yeah cant sleep but what else is new?? Finaly I update it again. nohing new really has happened, met a sweet girl, melissa, shes such a cutie. I think shes into me but i dunno kind of backing off right now..still kinda scared to get into another relationship. My tat dreams have been shattered as well since i've found out you have to be 18 or up to ( Read more... )

My pelvic bone is feelin better!!! I forgot about my journal again : ( so thats why I didnt write...Saw a match yesterday...Chris won. I knew he would, steve got the shit beat outta him(excuse my french) Poor Steve. Me and gabi broke up too.. Oh well..

AHHHHHHHH!!!!! I broke my pelvic bone!!! It hurts sooooo bad, never shall I swim again. It's really messed up my boxing I havent been able to box for a week now. By the time i can box again i'll have lost all my skill....I wonder if anyone even reads my journal..if you read this then comment so I'll know.

Love YOU!

Tomorrow it the official day of summer!!! I'm so excited....I get to go to Jamaica this summer and to Holland so I'm not gonna be able to write much, but I'll still try. I saw D.D. Davis today, it sucked. I wish he would just disappear... He's been bothering me a lot lately which isn't smart since I'm pressing charges against him... I finally ( Read more... )

Well I just downloaded a client and I'm confused on how exactly to use these things... I guess I'm gonna learn now. Today was fun, went 4 wheeling on my new quad and got lots of sand in my eyes, so now their all red and burning. Thank god for eye drops.

It's late and I have a final tomorrow.I should be asleep but I cant when my mind is getting lost in stress... Thats pretty much all I think about. My main stress is from quiting drugs, I know people think it's not that hard and it shouldnt be but for me it's next to imposible! So far so good but thats just because i've been ignoring all my friends ( Read more... )

Yo I just remembered my password isnt that sickishly awesome? Well hmm for my 1st entry in like a year, I would like to begin with stating that i dont want to die. DEATH IS SCAREY!