i'm in a decent mood today, kind of feel lazy and tired.

my mom and i brought the saab to a mechanic today, he said everything looked fine-so we went ahead and bought it.

my parents said i can't drive it until i show that i am 'responsible,' so i'm thinking about two weeks.

it's such a cute car, i want to eat it:


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there are days that i remember so vividly.

times when i thought more of just a knife.

there are days that i remember so vividly.

times when i thought more of a knife.

i fucking hate being dependent on others for my own well being.

i thought i would have no problem falling asleep
with no one by my side.
FUCK.

one goal in my life-whether it be days or years
is to be fairly independent.

on the ride home from lebtown today i was thinking about florida.

i remember being put into so many crazy situations, some scary.
i remember almost being raped-almost running cars off the road
in a state of shock. wow.
i never realized how close i've come to all the bad things in life-
and the sad part is-
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this weekend will be a bucket of fun-ness!

ian, myself and becky got a room at the oceanview

motel in rehobeth beach.

i plan to tan, look good, and do some more tanning

all in the company of my loved ones, yay!

oh hotness- i also updated MYSPACE!.

l'héroïne aide notre amour

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ian and i were going to go to cape may for the weekend, but that fell thru.

decided to go to connecticut-boston, salem and what not.

then monday family picnic!

no one will ever understand how ecstatic i am right now except for mr. brando!n thomas nunez.

look what's coming into theater's:


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