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I can see the future.
A thousand fucking times I repeat my life... im still with the "i try" girlfriend... nothing got better... ... i lowered my standards .... greatly. ... i feel kind of superficial. ... unhappy. ... alittle depressed. i really wish i hadn't been so disappointed all throughout my life... i expected so much more from everyone around me... i've ( Read more... ) -
wisdom teeth.
all you can really do is hear the scraping of your flesh as he digs down deep to get to your tooth... then he pulls out what sounds like a buzzsaw and drills away at the roots... then he grabs pliers and pulls... and pulls... and eventually you can hear the tearing roots let loose ( Read more... ) -
no one is fucking there for me but me.
you are the only one who can care for yourself before all else ( Read more... ) -
Waste of Time
A waste of fucking time. I'M a waste of HER fucking time. the world revolves around her, my efforts inconvenience her ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Everyone in my life is so damn vicarious... sometimes i feel like joining the crowd, but then nothing would ever get accomplished, now would it? -
Old Poem
deleted. it sucked anyway. lol -
oh, and one more thing...
it seems arguing might be a reason for her to break up with me...she acts like the relationship is so fuckin permanant yet she seems so fucking delicate... so fucking willing to just drop me like a pile of dirt. it makes me feel like shit. she doesn't fucking understand that life isn't going to be perfect. we're going to argue every now and then ( Read more... ) -
great...
so yeah... i got into a little bit of an arguement with my girlfriend the other day... over something so fuckin stupid too... such bullcrap... i wanted her to promise me to finish a fuckin paper for sociology. she gave me that "i'll try" bullshit. whenever she says "i'll try" it means "if i feel like it, maybe, if i don't, meh." and she never ( Read more... ) -
Venting
One. i am here because kevin pissed me off today at cottage. it was something so small and stupid as throwing a pig into the water for a moderate bit of entertainment but he was so fucking stubborn about it. no reasoning what-so-ever besides "because i don't want to." most selfish reason in the fucking world. i've been getting that one alot ( Read more... )