If you have any further questions concerning my live journal posts, I would highly suggest you come to me with them. Apparently I can't post anything without my words being taken out of context, and people making assumptions. Things are so completely fucked up, and if I'm not the one telling you personally about my life, then assume you aren't ( Read more... )

I wish things were different with us. I wish that you cared enough to just pick up the phone and comfort me during these times. You never want to talk to me, and whenever you do talk to me all we do is argue.I don't know if I can just hang in there any longer. I don't know what I'll do. I still wake up every morning devestatingly sad at the fact ( Read more... )

I hate my fucking life.

I am terrified, and you are the one person that I need.Since you can't be supportive, I suppose I'll have to be okay.I'll adjust to you not being here for me, but it won't be easy.I just can't do what you ask of me. For you to ask this of me, you're being very selfish. Its really sad, but I think I might be better off.

I hope you are happy.

I really hate the way I feel right now. I have so much shit on my mind and nobody who cares to listen to me. I just want these feelings to be over with. I just want to be happy, I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy. I can't remember the last time I felt secure with myself for who I am. No matter where I go there are the same ( Read more... )

Its kind of funny how you can sit there and talk shit about me, then delete my comments to your entry.What did I blow up your spot? Andrew you are so fucked up it isn't even fucking funny. You just told me the other day that you still love me. So don't fucking sit there and point fingers at who is playing mind games. If you loved me you wouldn't ( Read more... )

I feel like an orphan child dropped off at someone's doorstep in a basket.I really want to die. Guess who can't even be here to comfort me? Well, would it suprise you if I said? It's okay, I don't need anyone. I really should be used to this by now. I'm done with being there for people who don't give a shit. Fuck this, and fuck you. I'm done. I ( Read more... )

You are a fucking prick.Way to avoid me all fucking day, asshole. I hope you are having fun. I fucking hate you.

I just want you to be happy. I wish I could be the one to do that for you. There are so many things I want for you, and know I will never be able to provide them for you. I remember when I used to please you, I feel as though I have lost my ability to do so anymore. I wish that I knew exactly what to do or say. What happened? I wish you could look ( Read more... )