Is it wrong that this journal has lost its appeal, yet I still write in it. I feel like I can't just leave it behind. Allthough it isn't as fun as it was, I don't think I'll ever stop writing in it. Is that bad. It seems unhealthy. Oh well, maybe I'll make a real journal and forget everything about this. Typing a journal that everyone can see ( Read more... )

The band and I went into the studio the other day and recorded a 4 track demo. It was a ton of fun and the end result pleases me to no end. The quality is absolutely amazing, and I think we played our instruments better than we ever have. My interest in band activity has been lessening of late, and i believe that this may have revived it a ( Read more... )

holy hell, i havent done this for awhile ( Read more... )

i watched amelie for the second time today. what a great movie. it never seemed like a type of movie i would like though. if you told me about it 2 years ago, i probably would have walked away...came back, kicked you, and then walked away again. i dont know. ever since ive known her, my taste in things has changed. im much more open minded ( Read more... )

so she wants me not to call her. she needs some time to herself, time to recollect, and thats fine. far be it for me to tell her what she needs. i never get it right anyways. itll be weird, not talking to her for while. ill manage, i hope she will also. i want her to get better oh so badly. i need her to be better.
-xander

sometime life doesnt seem worth it ( Read more... )

so, ever since my girlfriend came home for winter break, ive been out, or at her house. well, today is my lazy day. im staying at home. ive got my simpsons pajama pants on and im doing nothing but vegging in front of the tv and this screen. no one can make me move, that is, until band practice. then i have to.... but until then, NO ONE!!!-

i got my hair cut. ive gotten nothing but compliments from both genders ever since, so that makes me happy. its kinda short and i gel it so its all wild an crazy. yay! im trendy now.
-xander

i think that ive permanently stopped sleeping. the state of mind that im in when im laying in my bed at night is now going to be referred to as 'temporary unawareness'. i miss a good nights sleep. i know its mostly my fault. oh well. ill learn, maybe...
-xander