Sometimes the hardest things and right thing, are the same. So when I say this remember it's for the best. Musical is going awsome, It's so close and I still don't know all the lines I have to say!!! If you want to go it's the 12th, 13th, and 14th of October. It would mean a lot to me. Music is always on my mind, I'm waiting to start things with ( Read more... )

Sometimes I can't decide what controls my life. All I know I spend so much time on music, it ruins other obligations. I wish I could figure things out, and I do plan on trying at the least. I just hope I can.

I feel consumed in all the thoughts you call escape. All I imagine is that sound in your voice, the sound that convinces me this might be all fake. Well who to trust well who to trust. Guard down, your caught and this cant be the end of the beginning, all these memories kept swimming.

Accepting is just the first step. Moving is what comes after. You always have to start somewhere though. You need to just try and look for the good in some things. just gotta try.

Getting involved in this musical really showed me what I missed last year. Not only is this fun as hell, it also has encouraged me to keep doing well in school this year. I miss some people I wish I could see more. all the old friends seem distant. There was some pretty good times and I some what took them for granted. I wish I could wake up and ( Read more... )