So I suppose the depression I've so dearly been trying to hide has finally hit me. I can't take it anymore... I have no friends, no life, and essentially nothing. I've been hiding away from it in my video games for far too long and I can't take it anymore. Something needs to change and I have no idea what exactly it is. I'm finding it harder ( Read more... )

You know those gut feelings that make you cringe and want to disappear somewhere unknown to anything? The feeling you get when you need something important to change, but you know it won't be happening anytime soon? fuck ( Read more... )

You Are 82% Evil
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2:30pm - apply at Earls
3:30pm - go to Robbs and skate
6:15pm - come home and get call from Earls
7:00pm - working dishes at Earls
12:00am - get off of work
2:18am - typing about time and work

Okay, So lately I've quit my band, starting raping at video games, and have plans of moving out after high school. I've never felt so content with my life in so long. There's seriously nothing to be pissed off about. No more drama bullshit (even though i am going back to school in... oh 7 days). No more mistrust or hate between others. I've ( Read more... )

so i've been working in the morgue for nearly 3 weeks now.. it's sort of getting to me now. i can't really eat a whole lot of meat without thinking of bodies. I guess I'll get over it quickly. Got another job at wataire. $10 an hour. it's sweet. GOREGRIND AND GRINDCORE BITCHES!

yeeeeeeeeeeeeee
17 whaa?!
actually... i could careless.
i'm tired and about to go to sleep.
peace.
oh yeah

So the michigan mascot tired to make fun of me today.. too bad she's stupid.

shittt. again i hate school. but last night liz helped me with chem11 so that was rad. I'm watching some hardcore video from the band "powerslam" which is pretty rad. omfghacker i still have a crush on a girl... umm lolz ( Read more... )

lol school sucks

Ever feel like theres sooo much more in life than what you see or do?
I'm so sick of being alone every day and never living life to what i except out of it.
I need to get away from everything and just live.
Video games, Cigarettes, and music is my only life right now.
fuck
and wanting a girl is gay.