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Nap
Yeah, that's pretty much it.
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A Fine Book List
So I read his book list today. He posted a few years ago that it was a long list, of his favorite books, I remember thinking even then, why does that seem so short? Maybe it's the font, or, the fact I don't read non-fiction, as much, so, it's probably flipping huge. So anyways, while I'm on goodreads, and I've liked some books on Facebook, I feel ( Read more... ) -
Leaving Francis
I miss my dog. I'd say, she would know what to do, she would be leaning against me, but I also know if she were here, I wouldn't be having this existential dilemma, which is forcing me to stop dicking around, and not doing more art. I'm being given opportunities to do more art, and I feel like I'm squandering time.
I want more props.
I'm so drained ( Read more... ) -
Last Night in Wa
That pretty much sums it up. Suffering from heartburn. I just want the heart pain to stop. Lots of sad tonight. Why does it feel so awful? I mean, I left, but I'm seeing now that he was LONG gone.
Ugh. Dreading being trapped in the car with my thoughts for company for three days.
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More Late Night Sadness
I hate this hour. The cat is snoring, and the pervasive feeling of loneliness is smothering. This is infinitely worse than how shit with Jeff went down. So much worse. I definitely feel shittier about it, I definitely feel more used, and more disposed, and dismissed. I hope he has insomnia. I hope he never sleeps again. And I hope she finds out ( Read more... ) -
Can't Sleep
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Middle of February
Somehow, I've managed to not kill myself yet. Not that I don't think about it. Patsy keeps the thoughts at bay.
Mostly I struggle often with some pretty bleak depression. I don't see the end of this sometimes. But hey, Jeff and my replacement are happy, and that's what really matters, right? -
Goodness
Because I've not had a "I'm happy" post in like, forever.
I am really, really really, happy. :) I had an amazing night last night, I had an amazing morning, I had an amazing afternoon, and then I had an AMAZING nap. :D -
Icons
I just realized I can make icons again ( Read more... )