hm. it's been a really long time since i updated anything in here. life for me has pretty much been ridiculous, happy, shitty, or unfortuante with my bad luck, but really, i'm okay ( Read more... )

a recent update of my life ( Read more... )

do you guys ever comment?
even if it's negative.
say fucking something
jeez

i seem to always find a way to set a period of time away to be unhappy.
well, i found another period of unhappy time.

one thing makes me happy though, an' i love 'em.

"my ass is damp from sitting on a wet bench. i don't even bother to get up. it seems like all i want to do is sleep. all i want to do is sleep, and curse, and drink, and just do a whole bunch of absolutley nothing. all i want to do is sit in my bedrooom with freshly painted walls, and sit on my bed, and pet my cat, and chainsmoke my camel wides. i ( Read more... )

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