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I think the stress is starting to take its toll on me again.........new symptoms are coming up such as upset crampy stomach all the time, total loss of appetite, weight loss, shortness of breath, extreme fatigue.......why, you ask? Ill tell you why. I am in debt. I am getting a job to pay off said debt in oh, about 2 years so when I finish my ( Read more... )

Last time I updated this private journal, I was 18 and just married. I was fat. I was unhappy with myself. I was ridiculously intoxicatingly in love with my dh. Still am. But back then we had freedom and no worries. No debt. No kids. It was just us and the world. No one could touch us. He was my everything, and still is. I was so naive and so ( Read more... )