i just realized today that im almost as stupid as the people i hate.

Every day i realize more and more that i dont feel any connection with my friends. It feels like i dont have a true friend in the whole world...just people who accompany me as i try to tell myself im not alone. But i am alone ( Read more... )

Sometimes not being able to change things is really annoying. Not being able to change people really gets to me. But its okay. I think i try way too hard to see the best in people. And i spend time with them and i convince myself that they ARE awesome people deep down. So i try to get them to be who i know they can be. So much better of a person. I ( Read more... )

yes, i was in the hospitol.

Tonight i saw HORSE THE BAND! and they were awesome...just like last night...except this time the microphone worked so we had vocals. i bought a shirt, and got to talk to the band. They were going to stay at my house but then my rents said no ( Read more... )

If you find yourself here on my side of town ( Read more... )

i dont know...im starting to think maybe we were both a little wrong.

ughhh, i hate the feeling that summer is about to end ( Read more... )

yea, so ( Read more... )

yea...so i just found out today that Jennifer's Mom has been talking shit about me to other peoples parents, trying to make them not trust me and shit, giving them my whole 'profile' and my background and a little lesson on my parents. well, fuck you. thats so not fair. i have done nothing but fucking take responsibility on jenn the whole time, ( Read more... )