Cesca called me and that made my week and i can't wait till i'm ungrounded so i can call and talk to her..i miss my kristin and as for an update of me and my gf i think that it might end REAL soon ...we just aren't compatable and we have VERY different views ..she's conservative and everyone who knows me knows that i'm obviously NOT ( Read more... )

My head is screaming and i have no idea how to stop it i just want to be able to live my own life, i just want to be able to do my own thing and i can't. the tears wont stop i just want to have my family back,meaning my friends and my sisters, i just want to be HAPPY is that too much to ask???? HAPPINESS IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR??? why is that ( Read more... )

IT'S SPRING BREAK ...and i 'm not goin anywhere and i have nothing to do..
welll i lerve everyone and i <3 Patrone and Vodka,..and they mix well with anything..hehehe i wanna do it again..yay i miss everyone
*the couch*

have you ever REALLY loved someone? yea everyone probably thinks i'm writing this about Me and my girlfriend Rachel,.. well i'm not,.of course i love rachel,... but has anyone ever had that chilled laid-back i just want to spend all my life with you love ( Read more... )

...umm..one of my best friends in lompoc had her baby (don't worry she's like 27) and it's her second child, she named her Newriah Shardea Jones, and what makes me sad about this is that i was supposed to be in the delivery room with her when she had Newriah but i moved to Indiana. I can't wait to graduate so i can go back to Cali, which i am going ( Read more... )

YEA..i re-pierced my tongue!!! Yea the second time around piercing it doesn't hurt as much!!!! but yea i g2g..lo ya'll
*the couch*

p.s
there's a new pic of me from when i was in lompoc on my myspace at:
www.myspace.com/sexidive1222

yea here's my 2nd nine weeks grades:
per 1: B
per 2: c
per 3: A
per 4: B
per 5: A
per 6: B
per 7: B

yea and my senester grades are basically:
4 B's
2 C's
and 1 D....but overall i think i'm doin good...
I think..i'm not shure tho!!!

yea so my dad listened in on a conversation that i had with my friend Quston and he found out that me and my girlfriend have been having sex on the weekends. So now i can't spend the night with my gf and she can't spend the night with me. I just hope that my dad doesn't call her dad, b/c then she'll be in a would of shit and it'll be all my fault. ( Read more... )

I can't help it i'm craving them, i want cigs as bad as i fat boy wants his cake!! I need them!!They are the only thing that helps me when i'm stressed or depressed, I can't sleep!Lately i feel like my mind is on overdrive and it's a wirl wind, a spiral, that never ends. I need them soo bad, i feel like shit for wanting them when i promised Rachel ( Read more... )