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heres my news for the day..im not going to school tomorrow because im throwing up.i wish i knew what set me off yesterday like what did i eat that did this.second news i got a new mirror and rug.heat is radiating off my cheeks and neck i could fry an egg.my mom got my gormet cookies but i have no appetite.i actually did my psych hw the day im not ( Read more... )

started feeling shitty last nite,didnt wanna go to school but my mom made me.so i went and felt shitty everyone was gone.went home early cuz i still felt shitty.now everyones at lindsays and im here cuz im stupid and cant go anywhere,so here i am and where ill be the rest of the nite.i have no friends.i admit it now

im at school and i feel bad.i wanted to stay at home but my mom wouldnt let me.i think ill try and stay at the nurses.

just when i thought i lost him i didnt i was just being paranoid
he doesnt have a gf
he said he has strong feelings for me as in his words
i like him too hes awesome
heh ya im so done

so today i woke up and had to get ready for the wake.i really thought i wasnt going to cry.about 15 into it i cried cuz i looked at the casket and there was sophie not yelling for me to get her a cold coke and fix her papers.i was sniffling really loud and was embarrassed.i left at like 5:30 cuz lindsay had to go to karate.i went home and this is ( Read more... )

riiiight.. so its lauren... on deannas name!! oh waht now?~

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yesterday was my first day back to school ( Read more... )

i havent been in school for two days cuz of doctor appointments and shit.good thing is that im losing weight(i lost 12 pounds)bad part is my liver might be failing.meh.i thought things were going ok i guess not.everyone around me is doing ok and i thought i was too.then he found someone else and doesnt call.whatever im thru with guys.and no that ( Read more... )

lets go over the weekend shall we ( Read more... )