why. huh? why do i fucking put up with it. all the fucking shit i get. seriously i'm going to fucking explode 1 day from all this fucking shit. but whatever i have to be the nice guy. so fucking bye to you

Hi. How are you? That is good to hear. I will most likely be gone friday and no idea when or if i'll come back. yep. Nice knowning most of you, the others... yeah. I guess i'll see or talk to some of you later in life or something. bye for now/ever ( Read more... )

well i've decided to give up. yep. gonna just sit here get that job i guess and not care about anyone anymore. tired of being hurt. saying you love me but dont want a relationship isn't an excuse. tired of it all. all the lies all the pain all the times i've been used. funny how everyone's around when i try to make them happy, but when i want to ( Read more... )

did i ever mention, that i hate my life? oh yeah my favorite quote.
I hate life, i hate myself, i hate the world.

got this for you dana so i'm gonna post. glad me and you talk again, really glad. dont really feel good right now just shit online that pisses me off. think i'm gonna see about the job tommorrow dunno. dunno what else to type talk to you later.