so im getting a new journal.

ill probably only let like three people know my new one.

it will be friends only.

that is all.

today really sucks.i just want to cry.

someone come to my rescue.

Today was a half day at school, nice.I walked home with my friend Liz, bought bryan some candy and etc.I dont have much homework, but i have to work out at three, blah.Im really tired.

Time to do something.

so i was at south coast today.and arnold schwarzenegger was there.

his elbow touched mine.his son has a mullet, haha.

i signed up to volunteer for the special olympics, abused children and blind children.

bryan is coming, and then im going to visit my uncle sammy.

bryan wont go for some unknown reason.

kiss it.

i wish i could just kiss you right now :\

SO FUCKING RUDE, I SWEAR.

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sick again.but im going to school tomorrow.
i feel very unwanted.i probably am.but i
dont want to know.when i get upset or in a
fight i have no where to go.usually i would
go to nicoles but shes gone now.so im stuck.
i could be going completely insane and i
would have no where to go.its a horrible thing.
i miss so many things.

suicide is so final.

i feel like shit.im sick.its hot.no ones here.this fucking sucks.ill give someone a dollar to give a damn.

im going to cry for three hours while i do my homework.go eat shit and die.