well, prom was saturday, and let me tell you, it was a effin kick ass night. I had blast. I have photo's but i'm too lazy to post them now, so i'll do it later ( Read more... )

I can't run anymore ( Read more... )

i got my nails done today. they look great! I <3333 them!
Anyways, prom is tomorrow, it's supposed to rain. Grrrr
Tuesday I have to be to school at 6:15AM to get on the bus to go to Vermont. I'm not a happy camper
Ian looks HOT in his tux. I'll take pictures and post them

anyways, gunna go now

I love you babe

GOTH
Do you wear black eyeliner?: Yes
How much black do you have?: um, not much
Do you think about death often?: No
Do you want to die?: Not at the moment
Are you a social outcast?: Um, not that i know of
Are you pale?: not as much. I <3 tanning beds ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fatal reality at the school because prom is this weekend ( Read more... )

yesterday was day 1 of moving into the apartment. wasn't that bad, coz there wasn't much to move in
today was day 2. again, wasn't much to move in
but when i start moving in more, it's going to be a pain in the ass, because I have A LOT of furniture that's going in...

Oi Vey

Ian I love you babe

right now i'm so lonely. I don't like it. not one bit. I hate my dad and step mom for leaving me home alone all weekend. they thought it would be a good experiance for me. well I'm scared to death of this house, and i don't wanna be here anymore. I'm seriously thinking about spending the night at Ian's tonight. Just calling my dad and telling him ( Read more... )

Okay, so this weekend I am home alone, all weekend. I'm not happy. I mean I love the indipendence, and the responcibility, but i hate being in THIS house by myself. I hate this house. i don't know. i just don't like it ( Read more... )

so yeah, last night i had the worst dream of my life. I'm not going to go into detail, but lets just say that Ian and I ended up breaking up and I comitted suicide. it was mad crazy. I don't ever wanna have that dream ever again. It made me cry ( Read more... )

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR..
School:22 more days!
Friends:<333333333 ( Read more... )